Not to much to say
I've never been this happy before, usually I'm depressed to the extreme by now. Then I got to thinking about my life at my boring 9 hours shift at work. I lived most of my high school life with nothing but mass lust over a girl whom I thought was the love of my life realizing it's probably not ever going to work, even though I do truly believe behind all that bitching she is a great person and as much as people tell me I'm and arrogant dumb ass knowing at the one sight of despair I'd be there for her, but why would i care? I feel how I feel.
Not to mention drug use,hate, and mass depression I went through over that time too.
But I've learned over those very cloudy years. I don't regret those choices I made, some a little more extreme than others. It's most defiantly helped me can't deny that. I'm just ecstatic that things are finally stable in my head..well not entirely I'm still a bit out of my mind.
The people I grew up with is even more interesting some went to good paths some I laugh about every time they are mentioned some I can't stand some I miss and some I would slit their throat if T saw them. But hey whatever I watched the sunrise today like I do everyday the world could end tomorrow and I'd still feel fine.
So put on a smile and enjoy your lives
=)
Not to mention drug use,hate, and mass depression I went through over that time too.
But I've learned over those very cloudy years. I don't regret those choices I made, some a little more extreme than others. It's most defiantly helped me can't deny that. I'm just ecstatic that things are finally stable in my head..well not entirely I'm still a bit out of my mind.
The people I grew up with is even more interesting some went to good paths some I laugh about every time they are mentioned some I can't stand some I miss and some I would slit their throat if T saw them. But hey whatever I watched the sunrise today like I do everyday the world could end tomorrow and I'd still feel fine.
So put on a smile and enjoy your lives
=)