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i swear, i could open up my own full service hair salon in my apartment if i wanted to. right now, i'm doing a deep conditioning nexxus treatment under the hair dryer, then a roller set to style... i won't be in bed before 11pm. bleh.
hmmm... so, life has been pretty uneventful for me lately. funny, i keep wondering if i'm making the right decision to move back to new jersey, or if i'm heading back to the dirty jerz for relationships that don't exist anymore. work has been sucky - i can't seem to focus, and while no one has noticed (i'm a huge faker), i know that i'm not being productive, which upsets me constantly and makes me stress about work even more, as if i don't already have too much to deal with...
the really good thing going on is that my awesome month of fitness is 13 days over, and going great! if you like to work out and you're not friends with the supafitchick, you should be! my goal this month was to lose 8 lbs, and i'm already down about 4.5 in just under two weeks... if i can keep this up, this will be one of my best months of the year!
hmmm... so why the melancholia?
1 - i can't seem to keep my committment to quit smoking. i've stopped all the habits except smoking when i drink - my final hurdle.
2 - i'm single, and really want to be in a relationship. not with any particular guy, just be in a relationship and off the market for awhile.
3 - i'm getting nostalgic about leaving miami, and the great people i know here.
4 - did i mention how much i'm disliking the singles scene yet?
hmmm... so, life has been pretty uneventful for me lately. funny, i keep wondering if i'm making the right decision to move back to new jersey, or if i'm heading back to the dirty jerz for relationships that don't exist anymore. work has been sucky - i can't seem to focus, and while no one has noticed (i'm a huge faker), i know that i'm not being productive, which upsets me constantly and makes me stress about work even more, as if i don't already have too much to deal with...
the really good thing going on is that my awesome month of fitness is 13 days over, and going great! if you like to work out and you're not friends with the supafitchick, you should be! my goal this month was to lose 8 lbs, and i'm already down about 4.5 in just under two weeks... if i can keep this up, this will be one of my best months of the year!
hmmm... so why the melancholia?
1 - i can't seem to keep my committment to quit smoking. i've stopped all the habits except smoking when i drink - my final hurdle.
2 - i'm single, and really want to be in a relationship. not with any particular guy, just be in a relationship and off the market for awhile.
3 - i'm getting nostalgic about leaving miami, and the great people i know here.
4 - did i mention how much i'm disliking the singles scene yet?