I can't win

Jun 11, 2006 01:45

I can't ever seem to win with you... no matter what I do...no matter how hard I try something always happens that gets you upset. I know you tell me that these things happen. But not like this. Not like tonight. Tonight I saw someone I didn't know. Someone who cared about no one else but themselves. To tell me that I'm just like that rest of those people who treat you like crap is an insult to me. I try to give you everything I can and help you out whenever you need it...and for you to say that I treat you that way makes me think you never really appreciated anything I've ever done for you. If you had of told me how you felt It would have been different. Don't assume I won't believe you. Whatever happened to the trust thing. Obviously you don't trust me. You always tell me not to not assume you know everything that I'm thinking. So why do you think that I'm any different. I stayed because I wanted you to be safe. I stayed because I cared about you. I stayed because your the only thing that really matters to me. I stayed even though you said all those ugly things. I stayed because I realized that you really needed me there. But you had already shut me out when I told you I couldn't stay the first time and you sent me over the edge when you walked out of the room. I can't win with you and i don't think I ever will.....
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