Everything Is At An End
About seven of my relationships have fallen off cliffs and broken their legs in the past week.
and ALL because of ONE relationship.
I mean, there has to be one defining point in every relationship when things just get to be too much.
I've been an idiot.
I'm just so god damned scared of being alone.
But maybe thats really what I need. Just to be completely alone and not depending on calling someone every night before I go to sleep.
I used to be so strong. But not I'm just a weak, dependent, fatass, wifey to him. and its driving me insane.
Im sick of having to restrain myself
im just freaking out.
"screaming on the inside":-P
i dont want it to end, i just need to get stronger.
ive become so weak.
and ALL because of ONE relationship.
I mean, there has to be one defining point in every relationship when things just get to be too much.
I've been an idiot.
I'm just so god damned scared of being alone.
But maybe thats really what I need. Just to be completely alone and not depending on calling someone every night before I go to sleep.
I used to be so strong. But not I'm just a weak, dependent, fatass, wifey to him. and its driving me insane.
Im sick of having to restrain myself
im just freaking out.
"screaming on the inside":-P
i dont want it to end, i just need to get stronger.
ive become so weak.