ARGH!!!
So, I the musical is opening this week. I am totally completely stressed out. I have a final test in theory on thursday, and professor Golthod decided to suprise us with a test next tuesday as well. I have no idea how I am supposed to study for everything while rehearsals are keeping us there until 12:00 am. I feel like I am on a constant deadline. I am too tired to do anything, yet I feel like I'm being dragged behind a bus or something powerless to stop moving. I wish I could just feel still for like a minute. My only time I can relax is lunchtime, and that's like a half an hour, after which I continue to do more homework that I haven't caught up with. I seriously can't wait for this fucking semester to be over. People talk about junior year being the hardest, and maybe that's because we take on so much thinking we know how to handle our schedules when in reality we end up quivering messes by the end. OK, it's time to stop typing because I literally only had a minute to keep people up to date about what's going on in my life. I have no friends anymore, by the way...this fucking musical sucks, and I knew it would suck by the end, and I did it anyway. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!