My life as I know it.
7:30 am and I have not slept all night long.
After three months, I finally had my 'time'. I was so worried it was something else, and bought a 2nd test (Yes, I took one a month or so ago) just to make sure. Then bam.. thank god for nature. But the cramps are killing me.
My life is going good. I'm finally myself again and I couldnt be happier.
I miss Michelle and Morgan. I havnt seen them in awhile. I know they must miss me.. of course.
Finding a new job. Hopefully a waitress one.. I loved doing that so much, and the tips were great.
I am selling my car. I hate to do it, I love that piece of shit.
Going out with Jen and them this weekend probably. I met Lyn's brother last weekend and i'm sorry.. but he has a great body.
Stephen is now in Kuwait. I have only seen him once in two years, and if that wasnt hard enough, now I know theres another year I won't be seeing him. It's harder though to know where he's at.. and what he's doing.
I'm not a very big religious person... but I have prayed for him every day since he's been over there, and I will probably do it for the rest of the year he's gone.
Danielle is handling it okay.. his fiancee. She's occupied with work and planning their wedding. Mom and I are helping the best we can via internet and phone, but theres only so much you can do across country.
Anyways. I'm happy... sorry, but that's so odd for me to really be saying. It hasnt happened in a long time and I forgot what it sort of felt like.
Moving on to bigger and better things and putting the past and all the bullshit behind me. Finally.
(Warning : Due to the time of month in which I am in, this entry might seem a bit emotional and hard to comprehend. I apologize now for that.)
Later Days.
After three months, I finally had my 'time'. I was so worried it was something else, and bought a 2nd test (Yes, I took one a month or so ago) just to make sure. Then bam.. thank god for nature. But the cramps are killing me.
My life is going good. I'm finally myself again and I couldnt be happier.
I miss Michelle and Morgan. I havnt seen them in awhile. I know they must miss me.. of course.
Finding a new job. Hopefully a waitress one.. I loved doing that so much, and the tips were great.
I am selling my car. I hate to do it, I love that piece of shit.
Going out with Jen and them this weekend probably. I met Lyn's brother last weekend and i'm sorry.. but he has a great body.
Stephen is now in Kuwait. I have only seen him once in two years, and if that wasnt hard enough, now I know theres another year I won't be seeing him. It's harder though to know where he's at.. and what he's doing.
I'm not a very big religious person... but I have prayed for him every day since he's been over there, and I will probably do it for the rest of the year he's gone.
Danielle is handling it okay.. his fiancee. She's occupied with work and planning their wedding. Mom and I are helping the best we can via internet and phone, but theres only so much you can do across country.
Anyways. I'm happy... sorry, but that's so odd for me to really be saying. It hasnt happened in a long time and I forgot what it sort of felt like.
Moving on to bigger and better things and putting the past and all the bullshit behind me. Finally.
(Warning : Due to the time of month in which I am in, this entry might seem a bit emotional and hard to comprehend. I apologize now for that.)
Later Days.