Sometimes I wish...
I wish I could just dissapear and never look back.. but lifes not like that, I know.
I wish I could go back and change all the mistakes I made... but lifes not like that, I know.
I wish I could put myself in someone else's shoes and not have to deal with my own problems... but lifes not like that, I know.
I wish reality wasnt so harsh and blunt with things... but lifes not like that, I know.
I wish things would go my way, just for a moment... but lifes not like that, I know.
I wish someone would come and sweep me off my feet and tell me everything's alright... but lifes not like that, I know.
I wish the world would start moving again, like it used to... but lifes not like that, I know.
I wish, most of all.. that none of these wishes ever come true.. without my experiences, my problems, everything thats happened.. I wouldnt be the person I am today. I wouldnt have the stories I have. Nor would I have the intelligence I've gained from everything.
(nothing ive writtten lately is out of depression.. trust me. Im actually very happy.. just stuck in a rut and I'm not sure where to go from here. I feel like im heading nowhere... fast.But I know that will pass.)
I wish I could go back and change all the mistakes I made... but lifes not like that, I know.
I wish I could put myself in someone else's shoes and not have to deal with my own problems... but lifes not like that, I know.
I wish reality wasnt so harsh and blunt with things... but lifes not like that, I know.
I wish things would go my way, just for a moment... but lifes not like that, I know.
I wish someone would come and sweep me off my feet and tell me everything's alright... but lifes not like that, I know.
I wish the world would start moving again, like it used to... but lifes not like that, I know.
I wish, most of all.. that none of these wishes ever come true.. without my experiences, my problems, everything thats happened.. I wouldnt be the person I am today. I wouldnt have the stories I have. Nor would I have the intelligence I've gained from everything.
(nothing ive writtten lately is out of depression.. trust me. Im actually very happy.. just stuck in a rut and I'm not sure where to go from here. I feel like im heading nowhere... fast.But I know that will pass.)