Almost 3am and I still cannot sleep.
I woke up at 3 today (Yes, I know. lazy)
I called Al back, he called about 1 or so. We talked for a bit then he went off to work. We're planning on seeing Butterfly Effect this week, Wed. or Thurs.
Josh called about 4 something.. we talked for god who knows, hours. Then got off so he could eat and I went for a nice relaxing bubble bath. I love those.
Then he called back afterwards and we talked until about midnight. We've only met maybe three times.. but we talk like theres no end. It was really great. I don't ever like to talk on the phone really... because people always go into an ackward silence and that bugs me.
http://www.geocities.com/hat2.jpg http://www.geocities.com/FoolsRushIn.JPG My new sexy hat. okay so I don't go for the Yankees, but I like the hat none the less.
I feel ackward. Im attracted to Al in one way.. and Josh in another. Al is more on a friend level who is fun as hell to joke with. And Josh has a superb body and he's got balls and i love talking to him, we think on so much of the same level.
But Josh just got out of a long 15month relationship and I just got over Chris, so we made it clear that neither of us want a relationship. So I think we're just going to enjoy shit and im going to see where everything leads.
But yeah.. it's cold and I am tired, so I am off to try to sleep.
Later Days.