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NYAPPY FRIENDSHIP'S DAY, WHEEEE!!!
Okay.. Okay... OKAY!!
NYAPPY [BELATED] FRIENDSHIP DAY~!!
(I'm a day late, what?)
Ok. Because I'm lame and such a softy I'm going to start making some essays about my friends that
I've known since highschool and beyond, sorry LJ folks. You don't count.
I'm going to go in random order :P
To Zainab:
(It would take me a century to write down how I feel about you)I have to admit, you, ARE my best friend. Though I know you might not consider me yours but consider somebody else. Through the ups and downs you've hung to me, when I cried, you yelled at me; calling me a cry baby and at times you'd actually cry with me. I can actually live the days you've told me "I'm sorry I said"Even though deep down inside I know it was my fault to start with, so I'll say this.I'm sorry for everything, all the stupid silly things I blamed you for.One lame saying that I regret underentimating the one that has the taste of: "Its one of those things that you miss once they're one"MOU! How much I should have cherished you as a friend! I seriously FCUKING miss the crazy conversations we used to have, your non-stop eye rolling on me when I have a gaga crush on some boys and just to be at your present turning a deaf ears to what YOU had to say (Hahhaa, sry dear. You sometimes made bored. You keep talking, and talking... and... You get it!)As I recall our days of crazy laughter I also remember the days that I ignored your cries of consolt, the times I turned my back when you needed me and even hated you for hurting me.I can't but to repeat how sorry I truly am, I know I should have been a better friend, a caring buddy...I pray you forgive me for maltreatment I gave you.I will try my best to prove my worthy to be a friend of yours.I love you sweets.
To Fajer:
I've known you since what? 6th grade. Yup, we weren't so close then and I know we aren't so now either, but, your actions and you yourself stand out, you'd always helped me when I needed, but I regretfully say I didn't.I sorrowfully remember that day I yelled at you for teasing at Zainab's nose (AGAIN!) and told you, "One day you'll end up with no friends if you keep doing that". I hated you for taking that seriously and I loathed you for leaving the gang for days and making me cry for nothing and giving me back my letters that I've written to you in years... But yet, I cannot help but adore you. Crazy thing, you. Btw, I STILL have your letters. I'm not giving them to you though.
To Hawraa:
I regret God didn't let me meet you sooner, maybe then.. We'd REALLY know each other... And for creating you a girl :PBut still, in spite of the short time we knew each other (Yes, 2 years IS short) I am proud to call you my friend.People in school would sometimes refer to you as the girl who doesn't show them her mangas, the girl who looks like a boys and sometimes acts like one, the girl who carries the blue bag even at line... Yet the didn't get to the wonderful DOUBLE cool qualities I saw in you. I know for one that you're not selfish, you're just overprotective over your things, understandable. I KNOW you dont look like a boy, I know you're girly girl to the core. (ADMIT IT! *Stares at your pretty nails..*) You're kind, you're thoughtful.. Though you weren't the most open-minded person I've encountered you are definitely one of my favorite people in the world!!!
To Bedour:
So we had like the most weird relationship ever, cause I know you were more into with Fajer and Kholoud, cause well... I think you just thought I was, light? Or just too soft? Hahahaha, ah, anyways, you are the most KAWAII sweet girl I've met in my life. I pray that nothing in fate ever changes your character, I know and believe you DO have a dark side that you hide but ultimetly I know you're bright side will shine in the end.Surprisingly you are one of the most open people I know, I hope your open-ness blossoms over the years and later. I seniorly thank you for being my friend in the university, for the first months in there I was so alone, I have nothing felt so lonely in my entire life. When I didn't have Zainab to defend for me if I screw something up, I didn't have Fajer and Kholoud to bully me nor Hawraa to comfort me with her daily-doses of extra yaoi-love.You and Hanan welcomed me and although things started at an awakward beginning, we keep on journeying to a better day together and maybe, we'll find that strawberry cake you want so much.And thank you for downloading me things and Arashi. I will forever be in debt to you my sweets.(Hikaru~ *roleplays Hanan*)
To Hanan:
GOODNESS!! YOU DRIVE ME CRAZY WOMAN!!!You and your H*O*T*~ Johhnny~ Hahahaha. What can I say about you?You're just a lame-love-craze! Which is like... UBER COOL!! Being the leader and... Probably the eldest in the group (Sry Kaoru~) You surely know how to breath life into it.I know you know I always call you lame, but you know... I love lame people. ;)I'm always keen to come on Wednesdays just to see you go nuts and FLIP our brains out!!! @3@)~Just like the comment on Bedour, I too, thank you in the bottom of my heart for being my friend and for laughing my loneliness away.
To Kholoud:
My love~~~!! I love you girl to death.Despite your tough exterior I know you're this kind, beautiful and precious gem inside.In days that I cried you patted me and made me smile again with your crazy jokes that always made me wet my uniform (I hate you for that!!!)I will forever be your friend and you'll forever be mine.
To Nahed:
I've known you since 1st grade, way back when we were six years old.
You and a few others were generous enough to be friends to a total stranger who know poor Arabic and communicated with you in a language you studied and hardly comrehended.
Despite being young, I now admit you were a great part of my life and by eternity I am blessed to have had you in my life.
SOOO YEH~!! To my friends, to the FreAKOZ~ I truly am proud to be your friend, proud to have and know you.
I hope you forgive me for the mistakes I have forsaken upon to you, I hope we will always maintain a solid and good relationship. Matane.
YIKES!!! So, I'm done being soggy and soft (I kinda love that side of me, hehhehehee)
I have to say that tomorrow's going to be my last day of lecture. Yay but this means I'll be heavenly studying in preparation for the finals. I pray I get good marks, B's are nice. :)
PEOPLE!!! Does anyone have mp3 of Tegomass's new song Kiss~Kearimichi no Love Story~ and NewS Hoshi wo Mezashite? PLEASE!!!! I-NEED-SOME-POP-DOOOOPE~!
Going to make this entry public for 3 days just for my friends to read :3