Mar 28, 2007 01:50
ive made my choice to move to florida and live with my grandfather and while she is still here, my grandmother. i could go to school there and work at the post office. their benefits are crazy and they pay good too. i could work and go to school to finish my degree and start on another one at the college my grandfather teaches at. a change of scenary would do me well. not to mention living in a gorgeous florida house in a gorgeous location. just hope i can hang in there in the mountains long enough to change jobs.
it seems im suffering from depression and i got my medication for it today. yish....i hate this.....im embarrased as hell about it. i dont think i can do much good helping kids if in suffering from this kinda thing. but the doctor says that thats what i have, because i suffer from 90% of the symptoms.......shit.