pardon me while i burst into flame, iv had enough of this world
kinda fucking weird, i dont think i've cried for at least 3 months but i did twice tonight for no reason. like seriously there was no reason at all i dont think i was even sad? crazy right
ok i dont really feel like typing exactly what i did for the past 2 days bc im just to lazy so deal with it
hm leaving on saturday for the beach 4 a week, then maybe to ashville for the next week with my sis and once i ask her possibly haley
tonight has been kinda weird. my mom wouldn't let me to 2 kati's that sucked in a way im kinda glad bc i got to talk to my sis for like 2 hours on the phone. i relized some things that i hadn't before, and just figured alot of my shit out.
hmm brian. i like him, you all know that already. ok i really need to drop this sketched out feeling i have about this. there really is no reason for it i dont even know what it is. i mean if he was really in this for the ass he'd go for a older more hoeish type girl. im freaking paranoid right. and i really dont think thats why he likes me so im gonna stop with all this. :-) hopefully hanging out with him tomrrow, but hes prolly going to the doctor to bc hes sick :-( :-(
ok i just told john that i kissed brian. that was fucking weird as hell. 2 months ago i never would have thought id be saying that to him, but here i am typing those words. i'll never get over how weird that 10 seconds felt. its crazy how fast things can change
ok i dont really feel like typing exactly what i did for the past 2 days bc im just to lazy so deal with it
hm leaving on saturday for the beach 4 a week, then maybe to ashville for the next week with my sis and once i ask her possibly haley
tonight has been kinda weird. my mom wouldn't let me to 2 kati's that sucked in a way im kinda glad bc i got to talk to my sis for like 2 hours on the phone. i relized some things that i hadn't before, and just figured alot of my shit out.
hmm brian. i like him, you all know that already. ok i really need to drop this sketched out feeling i have about this. there really is no reason for it i dont even know what it is. i mean if he was really in this for the ass he'd go for a older more hoeish type girl. im freaking paranoid right. and i really dont think thats why he likes me so im gonna stop with all this. :-) hopefully hanging out with him tomrrow, but hes prolly going to the doctor to bc hes sick :-( :-(
ok i just told john that i kissed brian. that was fucking weird as hell. 2 months ago i never would have thought id be saying that to him, but here i am typing those words. i'll never get over how weird that 10 seconds felt. its crazy how fast things can change