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ok so i've decided that this is no longer my live journal, it's my letters to holly. ha.
dear holly,
i'm so glad that you got to see me tonite even if it was for like 10 mins. and you looked mighty fine without your bra. even with your face covered. ha. and i like your default pic on myspace cause you're doing that lip thing. and it's like totally hottt. anyways, since you are SORTA ungrounded or whatever i'm coming to your house and baking you cupcakes soon. well, they are actually going to be for your mom, as an apology. bc, i love her too. and don't ever run away again in your easter dress!! especially to joseph's. because the mcqueens are too honest to hide your deliquency. i love you!!
-heather.
on another note, not to holly, but to you lj'ers. i feel like i had a really good day. i just lovelovelove celia lauren and meredith. i just do. they are like, the most honest and caring people ever. especially meredith. bc she will just kill anyone who pisses me off. and im so happy she has a good boyfriend. and i hope she can read this somehow!! and celia just looks out for me. cause she keeps purple stuff all in her cup. and im glad she's happy too. bc she's beautiful!! and im glad scott had to work today cause i got to see her. and i love lauren currie bc she made me a lot of really sweet pictures today that i am going to hang on my wall. and i feel bad because i didn't get to say bye to meredith. BYE!! and when we got to pj's i was sooooo HAPPY when i pulled up and saw chelsea just sitting there, being all chelsea like! i was like the happiest i've ever been in my life. surrounded by the greatest people. and chelsea just got a cute duck. but she already tried to kill it by dropping it like 10 stories (in duck measuring). and the texaco across from papa john's is predicting that the rapture is tommorrow. and in case of that, my car will be unmanned. and i just love chris scott because he's like my dad and he just takes care of me always, and gives me his easter present so i could eat lunch. and is trying to make everything in my life work out. and he gives me good advice cause he is just a tite nig. and i also just love every member of the jordan family! bc tonite they just made me feel so good. and i hope they have a babbbbbbbbbbbby!! and i miss my mom like freaking crazy. i know i may not act like it when she comes here, or i got there, but i just think about her all day, and wonder what she's doing. and wonder if she's happy or sad that day. and i always wonder where she sleeps. and i just think she is the greatest person ever. because she is my mom. and she can do anything. and she's just perfect. okay so i am just rambling. but it's all because i know that tommorrow, i'm going to wake up, and be okay. and i'm gonna leave you with a little line from a movie. and if you guess it, you just don't get anything.
boy: i talk to grandma sometimes. she wanted me to tell you something. a question, you asked her. she said the answer is..everyday. what did you ask her mama??
mom: i asked her..........................do i make..............do i make her proud.
tears
tears
tears
ahahahagagahaga i know i sound CRAZY but this is only gonna be funny to my mom and sister but they will laugh. and thats whats important.
dear holly,
i'm so glad that you got to see me tonite even if it was for like 10 mins. and you looked mighty fine without your bra. even with your face covered. ha. and i like your default pic on myspace cause you're doing that lip thing. and it's like totally hottt. anyways, since you are SORTA ungrounded or whatever i'm coming to your house and baking you cupcakes soon. well, they are actually going to be for your mom, as an apology. bc, i love her too. and don't ever run away again in your easter dress!! especially to joseph's. because the mcqueens are too honest to hide your deliquency. i love you!!
-heather.
on another note, not to holly, but to you lj'ers. i feel like i had a really good day. i just lovelovelove celia lauren and meredith. i just do. they are like, the most honest and caring people ever. especially meredith. bc she will just kill anyone who pisses me off. and im so happy she has a good boyfriend. and i hope she can read this somehow!! and celia just looks out for me. cause she keeps purple stuff all in her cup. and im glad she's happy too. bc she's beautiful!! and im glad scott had to work today cause i got to see her. and i love lauren currie bc she made me a lot of really sweet pictures today that i am going to hang on my wall. and i feel bad because i didn't get to say bye to meredith. BYE!! and when we got to pj's i was sooooo HAPPY when i pulled up and saw chelsea just sitting there, being all chelsea like! i was like the happiest i've ever been in my life. surrounded by the greatest people. and chelsea just got a cute duck. but she already tried to kill it by dropping it like 10 stories (in duck measuring). and the texaco across from papa john's is predicting that the rapture is tommorrow. and in case of that, my car will be unmanned. and i just love chris scott because he's like my dad and he just takes care of me always, and gives me his easter present so i could eat lunch. and is trying to make everything in my life work out. and he gives me good advice cause he is just a tite nig. and i also just love every member of the jordan family! bc tonite they just made me feel so good. and i hope they have a babbbbbbbbbbbby!! and i miss my mom like freaking crazy. i know i may not act like it when she comes here, or i got there, but i just think about her all day, and wonder what she's doing. and wonder if she's happy or sad that day. and i always wonder where she sleeps. and i just think she is the greatest person ever. because she is my mom. and she can do anything. and she's just perfect. okay so i am just rambling. but it's all because i know that tommorrow, i'm going to wake up, and be okay. and i'm gonna leave you with a little line from a movie. and if you guess it, you just don't get anything.
boy: i talk to grandma sometimes. she wanted me to tell you something. a question, you asked her. she said the answer is..everyday. what did you ask her mama??
mom: i asked her..........................do i make..............do i make her proud.
tears
tears
tears
ahahahagagahaga i know i sound CRAZY but this is only gonna be funny to my mom and sister but they will laugh. and thats whats important.