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these past 2 weeks have been pretty stressful. like really. last thursday i got my chemo. blahh. gayness. i left school early thursday for it. i didnt get to leave till like 10:30 friday night.. really gayness. and like my moms been really like pissin me off with the fact that my dad is comming HOME for good from korea TODAY. and like he got in to US. sunday went to him friends house in NY and is driving here today from there(obivously im not one of his top prioritys(sp)) but w.e fuck him. i dont even get to fuckin see him tonight becuz he decided he wanted to leave NY late. fuckin ass. and like my mom is all gettin pissy with me sayin she doesnt wanna live in pittsburgh anymore becuz she doesnt wanna deal with my dad shit. or with me when he pisses me off or upsets me.(becuz she said i complain to her aobut him to much and i need to complain to him instead.) WHAT THE FUCK EVER your my fuckin mom your saposta be there when i need someone to talk to. like i really feel tha i have noone to talk to ever about anything. like i no people say oh you can tlak to me. but its not that i dont want to talk to them its that they dont know what to say when i tell them about my problem. and what the point of bullshiting about somthin that you can change. or have any effect on.
i also have a step mom that i have never met.
(thats my dad)
(my dad and his wife)
and im kinda worried about meetin her becuz i dono if im ganna like her and i dono if shes ganna like me. from what ive herd fomr my sister shes kind of a gold digger. to bad my dad isnt ganna have alot of money anymore. its not like its ganna matter if i liek her or not becuz my dads already married to her. and it would be different if they were like datin and i didnt like her i woul dhave the upper hand but now she does and she always will. theres been way to much on my mind for the past 2 weeks i cant even begin to explain anything else. they might not mack much sense but oh well.. i dont really feel like writting a whole bunch of nuthin. ive also been really bitchy at school to. like i feel really bad for the kids in my classes. cuz like ive been snappin on EVERYONE. so sorry if ive ben mean to you.
BLAHHHHH
i also have a step mom that i have never met.
(thats my dad)
(my dad and his wife)
and im kinda worried about meetin her becuz i dono if im ganna like her and i dono if shes ganna like me. from what ive herd fomr my sister shes kind of a gold digger. to bad my dad isnt ganna have alot of money anymore. its not like its ganna matter if i liek her or not becuz my dads already married to her. and it would be different if they were like datin and i didnt like her i woul dhave the upper hand but now she does and she always will. theres been way to much on my mind for the past 2 weeks i cant even begin to explain anything else. they might not mack much sense but oh well.. i dont really feel like writting a whole bunch of nuthin. ive also been really bitchy at school to. like i feel really bad for the kids in my classes. cuz like ive been snappin on EVERYONE. so sorry if ive ben mean to you.
BLAHHHHH