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so here goes
i dont fucking caree if this is the 3rd post this day. i dont care if you read it or not. i never said you had to.
ive decided that the people ive been close to lately. who i thought were good friends of mine. who i was happy to be getting to know better have started to turn away from me. what is it about me. people are my friends and then bam they start being weird towards me. i know i can be a bitch but all i fucking do is try to keep my friends and i really do care about them.
i esspecially love how they really dont know anything about me. one or two people know me. the real me. ive known them for so long and they have seen me at my worst and best. if the people ive gotten better friends with lately heard everything i had to say then maybe it would be different. im not one for people to pity me. i dont like people pitying me. im strong on my own. thats why i never open my mouth to anyone about the truth. only aaron. hes been there and hes actually helping me.
but yea
whatever
turn away from me. be rude to me. dont talk to me. i considered you a good friend. one of the very very little that i have. it was great to know you. but if youre going to act weird toward me it hurts. alot. you wouldnt know. so i cant handle this.
bye.
i dont fucking caree if this is the 3rd post this day. i dont care if you read it or not. i never said you had to.
ive decided that the people ive been close to lately. who i thought were good friends of mine. who i was happy to be getting to know better have started to turn away from me. what is it about me. people are my friends and then bam they start being weird towards me. i know i can be a bitch but all i fucking do is try to keep my friends and i really do care about them.
i esspecially love how they really dont know anything about me. one or two people know me. the real me. ive known them for so long and they have seen me at my worst and best. if the people ive gotten better friends with lately heard everything i had to say then maybe it would be different. im not one for people to pity me. i dont like people pitying me. im strong on my own. thats why i never open my mouth to anyone about the truth. only aaron. hes been there and hes actually helping me.
but yea
whatever
turn away from me. be rude to me. dont talk to me. i considered you a good friend. one of the very very little that i have. it was great to know you. but if youre going to act weird toward me it hurts. alot. you wouldnt know. so i cant handle this.
bye.