I need to update more often
I
really haven't updated in a long time, so I apoligise to all those who
stalk me through my livejournal. If you're one of them, feel free
to comment. I'll give you the lowdown on my life now. Let's
start with my number one passion in life, juggling. We had a
routine on Saturday night for parents weekend and to say the least...
it sucked. I dropped more than ten times, once while juggling
three clubs. My hands totally sweated until I couldn't hold clubs
anymore. Oh well, more feul for the practicing fire. I'm
getting much better though, lets look at some milestones. -I got
a (6, 4x) pattern instead of the basic (6x, 4) because it's
harder -I nailed a couple 5-up 360's -I can do a one up,
double trebla -I can get about 20 catches of five clubs no
problem -Went to mad amounts of conventions, had tons of
fun -Learned plenty of new tricks. That's all for juggling,
onto other things.
My housemates helped me on Halloween by dressing up as the other 2/3rds of Alkaline Trio. I was Derek, it rocked. Yes, I wore eyeliner. Many pictures were taken, just ask for them and I'll hook you up. It was fun and I can't wait until I get to go trick-or-treating. w00t. Good times man.
For all you die hard LJ fans of mine, if you recall waaaaaaay back almost a year ago when I was very upset with my life I had a problem I just realized which involved me being a really big wuss. That wasn't the only problem, but it was one of the main ones. So anyways, in that post, I specifically said that I went to a certian person's room and couldn't knock on the door because of some fear I had. After I made the New Years Resolution to be more like the person I want to be, I've changed. I think I've reached a high point for my transformation tonight, because tomorrow, I get to go to the movies with the person behind that door. This is so much more than catching up, I feel like I've accomplished something for myself that was so important that I never found in my elementary school days, being real with people. I haven't lied to anyone in my life, but I've withheld some personal feelings for fear of rejection. Some people I need to tell I love, some people I need to tell I hate and some people I need to tell I'm attracted to them. I was at a point where I thought if I showed any emotion to people other than happiness, it was wrong and therefore I couldn't do it. Looks like I've changed. Go me.
Have a happy Halloween everyone, I'll be coming home soon, how about next Friday!??!?! Any takers?
My housemates helped me on Halloween by dressing up as the other 2/3rds of Alkaline Trio. I was Derek, it rocked. Yes, I wore eyeliner. Many pictures were taken, just ask for them and I'll hook you up. It was fun and I can't wait until I get to go trick-or-treating. w00t. Good times man.
For all you die hard LJ fans of mine, if you recall waaaaaaay back almost a year ago when I was very upset with my life I had a problem I just realized which involved me being a really big wuss. That wasn't the only problem, but it was one of the main ones. So anyways, in that post, I specifically said that I went to a certian person's room and couldn't knock on the door because of some fear I had. After I made the New Years Resolution to be more like the person I want to be, I've changed. I think I've reached a high point for my transformation tonight, because tomorrow, I get to go to the movies with the person behind that door. This is so much more than catching up, I feel like I've accomplished something for myself that was so important that I never found in my elementary school days, being real with people. I haven't lied to anyone in my life, but I've withheld some personal feelings for fear of rejection. Some people I need to tell I love, some people I need to tell I hate and some people I need to tell I'm attracted to them. I was at a point where I thought if I showed any emotion to people other than happiness, it was wrong and therefore I couldn't do it. Looks like I've changed. Go me.
Have a happy Halloween everyone, I'll be coming home soon, how about next Friday!??!?! Any takers?