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To start this off I'm writing this for me. I don't care who reads this, in fact I WANT people to read it (hence why I'm writing it ONLINE). But I'm writing this because I want to be heard, and even though I highly doubt anything I write will make any difference in the world, at least I know I aid what I wanted said. All that matters to me now is what I know and what the Lord knows, I've grown tired of dealing with other peoples' opinions about me. Too many views, too many rumors, and I'm fed up with it all.
How are things? Well, Jamie is being fake, my true friends have been brought to light without the need of mind games (unlike others I could name), and no matter what I hear or witness, I don't care. Yes, I care about everyone else around me, I always will. That's the greatest weakness I have. But I no longer care who says what about me. I know who and what I am, and I'm not perfect. Find anyone among those who stand against me, and you will fine they are guilty of the same. So why bother trying to bring MY name down? What's the point of making such a big deal about me? I'm nothing special, I'm just like everyone else. I have my own tests to pass, my own trials to bare. So here's all I have to say to any who question me, dislike me, or anything inbetween. DEAL WITH YOUR OWN ISSUES. You have them, well all do. Many try to escape their own lives by losing themselves in the lives of others (I know a good example of this). SO LEAVE ME ALONE OR LEAVE THE DRAMA AT THE DOOR. If you have issues with me come to ME FIRST. Don't go off like a fire alarm and talk behind my back about situations to which you know NOTHING of the whole story. There are always two sides of a story, so learn both before saying anything. Yeah I could learn from that too, but at least I know it. So after reading this, don't go off into your little groups and talk about me behind my back because I'm not stupid, you fools. I'll know what you're saying most likely SOONER than later. So come to ME to talk. Deal with me FACE TO FACE, you cowards.
Yeah, you can say I'm ticked. But I'm more disgusted than anything else. I'm just as guilty as everyone else in this aspect, but here's your chance to do me one better (which I know many of you would just LOVE to do). Have a problem with me, than let's talk. Call me, come over, I don't really care how but let's finish this once and for all. I want to clear up anything and everything in one big sweep, and here's your chance to make me look like the fool as well. So whenever any of you get up the guts to talk, I'll be here.
P.S.- You know if this applies to you or not. For most, don't worry about it. For those who are reading this because I asked you to, consider this your personal hint.
How are things? Well, Jamie is being fake, my true friends have been brought to light without the need of mind games (unlike others I could name), and no matter what I hear or witness, I don't care. Yes, I care about everyone else around me, I always will. That's the greatest weakness I have. But I no longer care who says what about me. I know who and what I am, and I'm not perfect. Find anyone among those who stand against me, and you will fine they are guilty of the same. So why bother trying to bring MY name down? What's the point of making such a big deal about me? I'm nothing special, I'm just like everyone else. I have my own tests to pass, my own trials to bare. So here's all I have to say to any who question me, dislike me, or anything inbetween. DEAL WITH YOUR OWN ISSUES. You have them, well all do. Many try to escape their own lives by losing themselves in the lives of others (I know a good example of this). SO LEAVE ME ALONE OR LEAVE THE DRAMA AT THE DOOR. If you have issues with me come to ME FIRST. Don't go off like a fire alarm and talk behind my back about situations to which you know NOTHING of the whole story. There are always two sides of a story, so learn both before saying anything. Yeah I could learn from that too, but at least I know it. So after reading this, don't go off into your little groups and talk about me behind my back because I'm not stupid, you fools. I'll know what you're saying most likely SOONER than later. So come to ME to talk. Deal with me FACE TO FACE, you cowards.
Yeah, you can say I'm ticked. But I'm more disgusted than anything else. I'm just as guilty as everyone else in this aspect, but here's your chance to do me one better (which I know many of you would just LOVE to do). Have a problem with me, than let's talk. Call me, come over, I don't really care how but let's finish this once and for all. I want to clear up anything and everything in one big sweep, and here's your chance to make me look like the fool as well. So whenever any of you get up the guts to talk, I'll be here.
P.S.- You know if this applies to you or not. For most, don't worry about it. For those who are reading this because I asked you to, consider this your personal hint.