.poetry.

[sunxdoesntxrise]

i guess theres just nothing more to say.


"Illusion"
the blood is slowly dripping from my wrist
i cant take this pain, every day it is you i missed
my life was fine before you left me and hurt me
even though i realize illusions were all you made me see
the illusion of love that gradually turned to lust
the illusion of love that made you the one i trust

my blood, still slowly dripping
even slower, i feel as if im falling
my life has completely fallen apart
you treated me like shit and broke my heart
now that your gone, i feel like the world's coming to an end
and now i will lie in the crimson liquid that i have bled


"Infection"
look at me and tell me what you see.
is it a luminous face, with a gleaming smile?
or a small grin, one that puts you in denial?
can you really tell the difference?
between the two, do you see the distinct distance?
little do you know, im wearing a mask
if you really look into my soul you'll see its black
i hide my sadness and depression from the world, fearing rejection
if people knew how truely sad i am, they'de see me as infection
i feel nothing but emptiness
i see nothing but sadness
now i know my life will not mend
so sadly, good bye, this is the end