May 03, 2005 13:24
fuck off and die. choke on a bottlecap. drown slowly, face down on the pavement with your face submerged in a puddle of stale urine from a diseased dog, unable to save yourself because you've been hogtied. i hope someone staples you to a tree in the middle of the woods and covers you in squashed fruit so birds peck at you until you go mad.
the above applies to any judgemental, popularity-game playing, selfish people I know. you know who you are.
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why can't I have more non assholish friends? why do I even attempt to associate with people who treat me like crap or choose to ignore my good qualities when I have plenty fo friends who treat me how I like, respect and appreciate me and don't turn every meeting into therapy or confrontation?
I have just decided - and we'll see how long this lasts - to cut some people off, or at least make no attempt to associate with them. they probably know who they are, and more people than are on this list most likely will assume they are, but whatever. I'm way too tired to write eloquetly or coherently so I'll settle for legible: fuck off, i have become a porcupine. in other words if you come close to me you'll learn what a prick i can become. I am sick of being the bigger man, being nice and tolerant and non-judgemental. Rants shall not occur, but seering insight and amazingly cruel actions. should someone bother me, do something which i find reasonably offensive or actually enrage me they will feel my wrath until i have satisfied myself.
I am not easy to satisfy. I may now begin collecting implements of destruction w/ which to harass my detractors.