manning up.
After writing ten drafts of a letter i meant to mail months ago, i think i finally wrote what i needed to. I just hope Staci hasn't completely forgotten about me, and that i didn't make her feel like shit by not sending that package in the first place. I hope she understands, but who knows. best case, i make her happy or relieved, worst case i remind her of an episode in her life she doesn't want to remember. well, whatever, if she has another boy i hope she's happy. hell, i hope she's happy and successful in all her ventures and it'll be good to know what's up w/ her.