form 6 - back to school!
so.
i start form 6 tomorrow, at a 'brother' school, St Paul's Institution. it's about 10 minutes from my old high school, so it's close to home.
i'll be doing pure science, or more specifically, bio, chem, pure maths and the general paper.
why am i doing this, when my heart is not in science? well, the arts in form 6 is more business/accountancy related, so it's science or bust. also, i really, really want to do mass communications/corporate comm but i'm not sure if i will change my mind or if i'm good enough to make an above decent living in that sector.
i know i'll never work in a science related job. i can't. i'm too into art and writing and people. science is just not my thing. i can't study it, but i can't do something with it all my life for a living. i'd go insane!
in all respects, form 6 is probably stalling time for me as well as training ground for hard work at uni. my friends in colleges seem to be having a good time with their mass comm...sigh. i really want to be there, but i'm afraid i'll switch my mind mid course and waste my parents' money.
and here i am staring at even more specialized scans of animals and their innards. joy.
i'm also nervous. i've been in a girl's school ALL MY LIFE and now i'll be in a co-ed one...though it's really 99% guys. thank god quite a few of my peers are entering form 6 - i just wish wil liam would come to spi - then i'd have a real friend around. the rest ARE friends...but, well, not as close as my usual group. and i have my best friends' brothers in the school and my own brother there...that's be funny.
i'm just praying and hoping i'll be all right and won't trip or do anything klutzy. it's a whole new playing ground with new playground buddies - we'll see how this goes.
*breathes in and out*
I WISH I WAS IN COLLEGE!
sigh. mum gave me that option, but i wanted to have more time to decide first.
well michy, you made your bed, now you lie on it.
i guess if i bail out of form 6 i can always go to college then. mum's giving me a grace period so that i can tell her if it's just not working out. yipee! (i hope that sticks)
well, take care people, got to go polish the shoes. yes, it's back to white shoes, after around 5 years of being a prefect and having the luxury of black shoes. and what nametag will i wear? i can't find my 'normal student' nametag, and my white prefect nametag is yellowed and old looking, and my glistening gold one as a council member, though it's the only presentable one right now, will look so show-offy, though i don't mean that!!
bah, i'll break the rules just once and forget a nametag all together.
i worry too much. wish me luck people!
i start form 6 tomorrow, at a 'brother' school, St Paul's Institution. it's about 10 minutes from my old high school, so it's close to home.
i'll be doing pure science, or more specifically, bio, chem, pure maths and the general paper.
why am i doing this, when my heart is not in science? well, the arts in form 6 is more business/accountancy related, so it's science or bust. also, i really, really want to do mass communications/corporate comm but i'm not sure if i will change my mind or if i'm good enough to make an above decent living in that sector.
i know i'll never work in a science related job. i can't. i'm too into art and writing and people. science is just not my thing. i can't study it, but i can't do something with it all my life for a living. i'd go insane!
in all respects, form 6 is probably stalling time for me as well as training ground for hard work at uni. my friends in colleges seem to be having a good time with their mass comm...sigh. i really want to be there, but i'm afraid i'll switch my mind mid course and waste my parents' money.
and here i am staring at even more specialized scans of animals and their innards. joy.
i'm also nervous. i've been in a girl's school ALL MY LIFE and now i'll be in a co-ed one...though it's really 99% guys. thank god quite a few of my peers are entering form 6 - i just wish wil liam would come to spi - then i'd have a real friend around. the rest ARE friends...but, well, not as close as my usual group. and i have my best friends' brothers in the school and my own brother there...that's be funny.
i'm just praying and hoping i'll be all right and won't trip or do anything klutzy. it's a whole new playing ground with new playground buddies - we'll see how this goes.
*breathes in and out*
I WISH I WAS IN COLLEGE!
sigh. mum gave me that option, but i wanted to have more time to decide first.
well michy, you made your bed, now you lie on it.
i guess if i bail out of form 6 i can always go to college then. mum's giving me a grace period so that i can tell her if it's just not working out. yipee! (i hope that sticks)
well, take care people, got to go polish the shoes. yes, it's back to white shoes, after around 5 years of being a prefect and having the luxury of black shoes. and what nametag will i wear? i can't find my 'normal student' nametag, and my white prefect nametag is yellowed and old looking, and my glistening gold one as a council member, though it's the only presentable one right now, will look so show-offy, though i don't mean that!!
bah, i'll break the rules just once and forget a nametag all together.
i worry too much. wish me luck people!