I need some advice, Im putting it all out there!
Butches family hates me! We argued last night about who was gonna be aloud in the wedding pictures & who would sit next to who-ahhh! you are not paying for it-you get not choice & if you dont like it dont come-that went well...
I am fat-nothing will change with that-i dont want pictures they need a wide lense! I hate how i look- I wish i had a better body/face so i was not so ashamed to be seen in public, i feel bad for butch that he got made fun of in high school for dating a fat & ugly chick. I wish i could play foot ball, & go for a jog with him-but i cant im to fucking fat.
Everyone wants to tell me what to do what to do for the wedding-its my/our wedding, but at the same time those people who are telling me what to do-dont want to contribute $ or there time. I have no help from the one person I need it from right now & he tries so hard. I dont work as much now but i am one of thoes people, if i dont have a million things to do i cant get one thing done! I dont know where to continue... I dont know where to stop- I just need some good friendly advice.
I know this is not something people want to talk about but i need some help here-so please if you read this & you give a shit about my sanity-help!
Thanks your honesty & advice is very appriciated!
I am fat-nothing will change with that-i dont want pictures they need a wide lense! I hate how i look- I wish i had a better body/face so i was not so ashamed to be seen in public, i feel bad for butch that he got made fun of in high school for dating a fat & ugly chick. I wish i could play foot ball, & go for a jog with him-but i cant im to fucking fat.
Everyone wants to tell me what to do what to do for the wedding-its my/our wedding, but at the same time those people who are telling me what to do-dont want to contribute $ or there time. I have no help from the one person I need it from right now & he tries so hard. I dont work as much now but i am one of thoes people, if i dont have a million things to do i cant get one thing done! I dont know where to continue... I dont know where to stop- I just need some good friendly advice.
I know this is not something people want to talk about but i need some help here-so please if you read this & you give a shit about my sanity-help!
Thanks your honesty & advice is very appriciated!