its safer here for now.
my thoughts are dangerous floating around anywhere else. i know on here all you want to do is read them. not manipulate them. i find myself in a strange place. i wont give details so dont ask. i just want my words out.
sometimes i wonder how much you have to give to prove something. i come across things in my life that i want so badly, i will do whatever it takes to get them. and when those things are taken from me, without the option of fighting for it......i want it even more. if i have learned anything about myself in the past couple of years, i have learned that more times that not, i get what i want. i realized that i have not been in any relationships that have ended without my doing. i have not changed anything at all about my life because someone else wanted me to do it. but when i make the changes, i am quick to let someone else leave their mark on it. and that is all about to change. for the first time in my life....i am completely independent. no bills shared with anyone. no roommates. no attachments to anyones life but mine. and all marks made on my life....will be made by me. i am well on my way down this road.....and i am traveling lightly. the ones who love me are supporting me fully and that is what matters most. but the ones who want to have their way in my world are in for a rude awakening.
and livejournal.....welcome back. you are about to get an earfull.
sometimes i wonder how much you have to give to prove something. i come across things in my life that i want so badly, i will do whatever it takes to get them. and when those things are taken from me, without the option of fighting for it......i want it even more. if i have learned anything about myself in the past couple of years, i have learned that more times that not, i get what i want. i realized that i have not been in any relationships that have ended without my doing. i have not changed anything at all about my life because someone else wanted me to do it. but when i make the changes, i am quick to let someone else leave their mark on it. and that is all about to change. for the first time in my life....i am completely independent. no bills shared with anyone. no roommates. no attachments to anyones life but mine. and all marks made on my life....will be made by me. i am well on my way down this road.....and i am traveling lightly. the ones who love me are supporting me fully and that is what matters most. but the ones who want to have their way in my world are in for a rude awakening.
and livejournal.....welcome back. you are about to get an earfull.