what's the point?
I'm just blah...something seems weird..wrong..out of place. I feel different and I dunno whether its a good thing or a bad. I have to go to summer school..mon-thurs from 5-7..its not that bad but its from may 29th to Aug 3rd. *sigh* there goes my summer. Then school starts Sept.5th..oh joy, rapture. i feel suicidal, but I'm not..I feel cold but I'm hot, I'm hungry and well I need to eat. haha. I just want something to make me smile. Life is difficult sometimes and I just need to find ways to make things better in the toughest of times. 1 year ago today, I was at busch gardens in florida where does the time go. I just want this blah feeling to go away. I don't care how I feel I just don't want to feel empty. good night