I despise College Life

[sunshotstar]

Hey Everyone..boi life sucks but I'm making the best of it. Well..where do I start..Well me and my baby are back together. I am happy yet again to be with him and hopefully the rest of this semester won't be as bad. Mom is gonna be here in 3 days with a car for me to drive around. I got a job at the GAP so I'm waiting for the car to get here so I can start. :-) I'm swamped with work. I literally haven't left campus in 5 daysish. I have 21 essays due at the end of the semester. I've done 9 thus far and 12 more to go in 3 months really isn't that bad. Last wednesday I had an italian test which I got a 96 on and I had an exam in Italian on friday but I don't know of the grade yet thus far. This week in theater I have 2 papers and 2 scenes due AHHHH!!! :'-( and my hand is bothering me from all this writing in Human Development. I am however enjoying life as usual just stressed with all the work. The weather has been fucking amazing. 92 almost every day, Not one day of rain yet *knocks on wood* but I haven't had much time to lay out. I feel really distant from all of my friends which has been a key into my depression. I feel really alone down here and its hard when I feel like I'm being used. Whether its for advice or rides or whatever. I also feel like when I talk to people its like I'm talking to the wall or that they just don't care. I love this time of the month and I hate it. I miss the days of getting up at 6:00am and walking to school with a cup of coffee. I miss watching the leaves change as the months go on but I'll be happy once I come home in October. :-D My roomate is pretty cool a rugby player but I'm worried because I think the harassment is beginning. This morning when I walked outta my room to brush my teeth there was a picture of a guy giving head. Granted the detail was pretty good but it was still uncalled for. :-/ My computer crashed so I'm sitting here at the library doing all my papers. Hopefully I'll have it back and running by the end of this week. *crosses fingers* ok I'm done for now.

Countdowns

Mom coming down here- 3 days
My birthday- 10 days
Me coming home for halloween- 40 days.