Another weekend at an end.
Ok well..Last week was dull...didn't work much, just kinda hung around. Friday went out my baby and Liz and we chilled at the mall for a while. After sat I was ready to cry. I went to work at Filenes and worked from 1:15pm-10:15pm. Then I went on my journey to the Square one mall and worked at American Eagle from 10:30pm-7:00am. It was a lot of fun. I met a lot of nice people and spent my night folding. Ahh every twinks dream, to spend the night in the mall. After work I drove home and passed out on my bed haha. Sunday evening, I went grocery shopping with mom and picked up my baby from the train station. Then we went to friendlys for ice cream sundae's. Came home and watched a movie. Monday was soo beautiful so my love and I went up to York beach. It was soo nice just to get out. It was nice to spend time with him. I feel soo happy to have someone who loves me for me. Its nice to spend time with him and him understanding when I'm not around. I feel bad for being mad for a lil part of the day but I was worried too much about work and I shouldn't be. Work sometimes controls my life and it shouldn't. Like I said to ishmel the other night
"If supposedly I die tonight, driving to my next job. Many will miss me and it will take sometime to get over the fact that I'm gone and I can never be replaced to my family. To this job, I can be replaced in 2 days or less. and be missed by so few...now what's really important in life?" he looked at me and was like "Ron where did you come up with that?" and I was like that's one of my quotes and I guess I made him think cuz he was really touched.
I wish life was a little more simple and less complicated. I've been sitting on this all summer and now its really starting to get to me...I dunno if I want to go back to Eckerd. I love florida and I adore the school but I dunno how sure I am of it. I mean I've lived out my dream by going to a school in Florida and I passed. That's something accomplished but I feel I have more going on for me here then I do down there. I don't know anymore, I don't mind being away from home, friends etc, but there's apart of me that says I don't need to be there and there's a part that says I want to be there. I'm gonna spend more time thinking about this. It's too much on my mind right now.
Anyway I got a gold star at work. I was secretly shopped 3 times and I gave excellent service as always, so I got my gold star. I don't have any cavities which I'm even more happy about and I have tomorrow off so I'm going to enjoy sleeping for most of tomorrow morning with the exception of the fact I have to drop off 2 shirts at the dry cleaners. ok I'm done boring you guys
"If supposedly I die tonight, driving to my next job. Many will miss me and it will take sometime to get over the fact that I'm gone and I can never be replaced to my family. To this job, I can be replaced in 2 days or less. and be missed by so few...now what's really important in life?" he looked at me and was like "Ron where did you come up with that?" and I was like that's one of my quotes and I guess I made him think cuz he was really touched.
I wish life was a little more simple and less complicated. I've been sitting on this all summer and now its really starting to get to me...I dunno if I want to go back to Eckerd. I love florida and I adore the school but I dunno how sure I am of it. I mean I've lived out my dream by going to a school in Florida and I passed. That's something accomplished but I feel I have more going on for me here then I do down there. I don't know anymore, I don't mind being away from home, friends etc, but there's apart of me that says I don't need to be there and there's a part that says I want to be there. I'm gonna spend more time thinking about this. It's too much on my mind right now.
Anyway I got a gold star at work. I was secretly shopped 3 times and I gave excellent service as always, so I got my gold star. I don't have any cavities which I'm even more happy about and I have tomorrow off so I'm going to enjoy sleeping for most of tomorrow morning with the exception of the fact I have to drop off 2 shirts at the dry cleaners. ok I'm done boring you guys