work work work, some thinkgs never change.
pain..oww...ewwies...the heat..:-D...yup that sums up my day haha. Umm just been working a lot, now I have more on my plate. One of my bosses went on vacation to Alaska so I'm taking half of her responsibilities. Today was a long day, serving 140 people and my back just being totally outta wack. Ahh!!! Anyway...ummm I saw sophia finally, gahh I missed her soo much. I also went and played pool with jill which was fun.
ok..emotional analysis...Ahh..I can't figure out my boy for the life of me. We never talk about anything important, just the norms of our lives and I just feel like I'm missing something in the convo. Then we fight and all the important shit comes out. I don't like the vicious cycle however I am trying with him to work shit out. Some how I'm immature? that's what I've been setting out for but is this the healthy immature or am I too much of a lil kid? I dunno I think I suffice as to where I should be. All I know is I'm sick of the fighting and I don't want the stress of it over coming me...which I won't let happen.
next...I dunno what to do about devin. She's supposedly getting a job which hasn't happened yet, she's suppose to move with me to florida but how's she going to do that without any money? Then she complains about the girl problems and begs me for rides...gahh...I want to yell kick and scream. I have no patience for this shit what so ever. I'm sorry to be telling you guys this mess but I just need to write everything down, its easier to get this off my chest when I see it in black and white.
Just throw in the mix...I'm hungry, tired and its the first day of summer..YAHOO!!!!!!!!!
ok..emotional analysis...Ahh..I can't figure out my boy for the life of me. We never talk about anything important, just the norms of our lives and I just feel like I'm missing something in the convo. Then we fight and all the important shit comes out. I don't like the vicious cycle however I am trying with him to work shit out. Some how I'm immature? that's what I've been setting out for but is this the healthy immature or am I too much of a lil kid? I dunno I think I suffice as to where I should be. All I know is I'm sick of the fighting and I don't want the stress of it over coming me...which I won't let happen.
next...I dunno what to do about devin. She's supposedly getting a job which hasn't happened yet, she's suppose to move with me to florida but how's she going to do that without any money? Then she complains about the girl problems and begs me for rides...gahh...I want to yell kick and scream. I have no patience for this shit what so ever. I'm sorry to be telling you guys this mess but I just need to write everything down, its easier to get this off my chest when I see it in black and white.
Just throw in the mix...I'm hungry, tired and its the first day of summer..YAHOO!!!!!!!!!