May 30, 2005 22:04
Well its been a while since I've done an actual update and you all, who read this, deserve a little insight to my life. Well since I've been home, soo much in Salem has changed. New statue's are being resurrected, more townhouses and apartments, and less and less parking. No one seems to be around anymore...all the down townies I know aren't there. The usual hangouts are cold, with only the memories that shadow in my mind. This town has gone to the pits. Everything is soo commerical and circulating around witches...its making me sick. I'm almost at the point where I'm happy that I left Salem but I'm upset still because this is my home, this is all that I know. *sigh* a part of me wants to stay here, the other half wants to move to Florida...I don't think I gave enough attention to Florida, so I am def. going next year. Its nice to be home among my friends, many have changed, few stay the same and quite a few have left. I don't know who to trust, who to talk to...all my defenses are up. I want to do a few trips to Boston but I need to make some money first haha...Well since I've been home, I've seen some people I missed, spent time with the boi :-D and the family. I feel comfortable but something in my life still doesn't seem right....
I think I need to go sit on a beach some where and just get away from it all..who know's.
*big updates*
I added red to my hair color, you can't tell but its there :-P
I spent the weekend with my boi, we're getting soo much closer, I'm sooo happy
I got B's in both my classes this semester :-D
I'm buying/renting a place to live in Florida
In other news, I'm back a Brooksby Village, doing the catering thing. Looking for a second job at night, we have a few potential lookers but who know's. My grandmother is soon to open her candy store, she's gonna make me train everyone *sigh* ahh I need something more time consuming. Well my love and I are doing well, the relationship is coming along beautiful and we're stronger than ever. I'm happy, more so than I usually am but I think its more because I'm finally in balance with myself...Life is grand...
Today, May 30th is the birthday of my dead aunt theresa...I'm deeply saddened but I'm ok.