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So I've noticed that the only time that i make a post is when i'm relly down.
This semester I was taking 6 classes, 19 credit hours. I'm glad to say that this time next Friday I will be sleeping in a bed in Miami. I'm actually really upset that I have to move back home already. I've made so many good friends here, and i have none at home. Allison, Rachel and Simone don't even live in Miami anymore. I don't have anyone down there.
I'm glad to say that i finally passed a college semester! I got all A's, B's and C's. I'm so proud of myslef. I registered for my classes for Fall and Summer and I have so much time, so I will be working :).
I think the main reason i'm writing this is because I meet this guy, but of course me, it's probably nothing. The whole situation kinda has me in the dumps. I mean i really want a guy that is going to care for me, and want to be around me. I mean havent I gone without one for while now, isn't it mine turn tobe happy? I've worked my butt trying to keep my grades up and fixing my GPA. I mean I even started to go to church. I gave up fast food for the full 40 days. i pretty much pray to you everyday, and not just about myself, but about my family. Is it my turn yet? I really really want this! I don't like watching Kim and Sam being all lovey dovey, and listening about how everyone is talking to these guys. Can't I at least be part of that. I mean i've done good and I haven't had sex with a random guy. I stopped doing drugs and i've cut back on drinking. I'm giving my dad a break when I go home and hopefully will make enough money that I can start to pay my mom the insurance and phone bill. I took out my piercings, I cant exactly get rid of the tattoes. I'm sorry for whatever i've done that has caused you to not let me be happy. I just want to smile and have someone o look forward to seeing everyday. I don't care if i'm about to go home in a week. I know you have a plan for me with this one, can you please pursue it and make something happen tonight or soon? Just this one thing please!
Please
This semester I was taking 6 classes, 19 credit hours. I'm glad to say that this time next Friday I will be sleeping in a bed in Miami. I'm actually really upset that I have to move back home already. I've made so many good friends here, and i have none at home. Allison, Rachel and Simone don't even live in Miami anymore. I don't have anyone down there.
I'm glad to say that i finally passed a college semester! I got all A's, B's and C's. I'm so proud of myslef. I registered for my classes for Fall and Summer and I have so much time, so I will be working :).
I think the main reason i'm writing this is because I meet this guy, but of course me, it's probably nothing. The whole situation kinda has me in the dumps. I mean i really want a guy that is going to care for me, and want to be around me. I mean havent I gone without one for while now, isn't it mine turn tobe happy? I've worked my butt trying to keep my grades up and fixing my GPA. I mean I even started to go to church. I gave up fast food for the full 40 days. i pretty much pray to you everyday, and not just about myself, but about my family. Is it my turn yet? I really really want this! I don't like watching Kim and Sam being all lovey dovey, and listening about how everyone is talking to these guys. Can't I at least be part of that. I mean i've done good and I haven't had sex with a random guy. I stopped doing drugs and i've cut back on drinking. I'm giving my dad a break when I go home and hopefully will make enough money that I can start to pay my mom the insurance and phone bill. I took out my piercings, I cant exactly get rid of the tattoes. I'm sorry for whatever i've done that has caused you to not let me be happy. I just want to smile and have someone o look forward to seeing everyday. I don't care if i'm about to go home in a week. I know you have a plan for me with this one, can you please pursue it and make something happen tonight or soon? Just this one thing please!
Please