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You get all excited when you finish school. You finish your last final and you drive away one last time from your parking spot. You walk down the isle of the auditorum where graduation is and you say cheese while the principle hands your fake diploma. Then you go outside and you take pictures with EVERYONE! You cry and asy goodbye even if you're going to see the person tomorow.
But then you wake up the next day and you realize that you're free for a few weeks before you leave for college. And so you stay out late and party with the guys and you have a blast. But then comes the day when you have to start that summer job. And if you're anything like me you will have two that take of all 7 days of the week. But lucky you your parents don't expect you home until 2am so when you get out of work at 11 you go and party some more and then go home and sleep to repeat it al the next day.
Then you get that one day when you're the only one working and you get off of work and it's been the longest day ever!! everyone is upset us the food is too slow or whatever and the only thing you want to do is go and spend time with your friends and be relaxed! well when you call them at 12 they tell you go pick us up some McDonalds and come all the way to 6th ave and then turn around 10 mins later to bring your friend home who lives all the way back on Biscayne (where you started). now i wouldnt mind picking up the McDonalds as long as your paid me back but if you don;t have any money on you i guess that means i'm paying for everything and you're getting it for free. and i wouldn't mind drive all the way over to 6th ave to spend acouple of hours at their house as long but not just 10 min and i dont see anyone else paying for my gas.
then when i try to text you and apologize and you just blow it off don't expect me to be all good with you. then when i try to call and see whats up and you ignore me and just start talking to the other person in the car then yeah i'm gonna hang up cuz i don't want to hear yall screaming and laughing while i'm wasting my time.
then when you're told that you have to go to work on Sunday and you decide you're just not going to go...call the manager and fucking let them know don't let the manager call me and start yelling at me becuase for some reason he has to go through me to get to you!! and when i try to tell you that they war ready to fire you becuase you didnt show up for work! don't start yeling at me like its my fault becuase i really will get your ass fired!
then you want to have your stupid ass boyfriend start texting me and cursing me out while i'm at work becuase you dont have the guts to say it to me your damn self! fuck no!
then you don't talk to me for a week and think you can come into work and wave and say hey like it's all good and then when i dont agree and look the other way and then text you later cuz that the only way of communication at time you want to deny everything ever happeneing and that you didn't do anything wrong it was all me! then guess what fuck off cuz i don't need to put up with this shit anyways and thats one less person i have to fucking miss when i leave!
so what i'm trying to say is get rid of the waste now cuz this past week with out them being your friends is amazing!! you never have to worry about anyone beign fucking mad at you! it makes your life so less stressful!!
and if none of this made sense then don't worry about it cuz i just needed to get some stuff off my chest before someone made me explode!
But then you wake up the next day and you realize that you're free for a few weeks before you leave for college. And so you stay out late and party with the guys and you have a blast. But then comes the day when you have to start that summer job. And if you're anything like me you will have two that take of all 7 days of the week. But lucky you your parents don't expect you home until 2am so when you get out of work at 11 you go and party some more and then go home and sleep to repeat it al the next day.
Then you get that one day when you're the only one working and you get off of work and it's been the longest day ever!! everyone is upset us the food is too slow or whatever and the only thing you want to do is go and spend time with your friends and be relaxed! well when you call them at 12 they tell you go pick us up some McDonalds and come all the way to 6th ave and then turn around 10 mins later to bring your friend home who lives all the way back on Biscayne (where you started). now i wouldnt mind picking up the McDonalds as long as your paid me back but if you don;t have any money on you i guess that means i'm paying for everything and you're getting it for free. and i wouldn't mind drive all the way over to 6th ave to spend acouple of hours at their house as long but not just 10 min and i dont see anyone else paying for my gas.
then when i try to text you and apologize and you just blow it off don't expect me to be all good with you. then when i try to call and see whats up and you ignore me and just start talking to the other person in the car then yeah i'm gonna hang up cuz i don't want to hear yall screaming and laughing while i'm wasting my time.
then when you're told that you have to go to work on Sunday and you decide you're just not going to go...call the manager and fucking let them know don't let the manager call me and start yelling at me becuase for some reason he has to go through me to get to you!! and when i try to tell you that they war ready to fire you becuase you didnt show up for work! don't start yeling at me like its my fault becuase i really will get your ass fired!
then you want to have your stupid ass boyfriend start texting me and cursing me out while i'm at work becuase you dont have the guts to say it to me your damn self! fuck no!
then you don't talk to me for a week and think you can come into work and wave and say hey like it's all good and then when i dont agree and look the other way and then text you later cuz that the only way of communication at time you want to deny everything ever happeneing and that you didn't do anything wrong it was all me! then guess what fuck off cuz i don't need to put up with this shit anyways and thats one less person i have to fucking miss when i leave!
so what i'm trying to say is get rid of the waste now cuz this past week with out them being your friends is amazing!! you never have to worry about anyone beign fucking mad at you! it makes your life so less stressful!!
and if none of this made sense then don't worry about it cuz i just needed to get some stuff off my chest before someone made me explode!