catching up
ok so first off montreal was amazing. it was so nice to spend time with lisa...i miss that girl. we went to a bunch of bars, played with max the cat, went to an art mueum, walked around old montreal, went to a cathedral, ate really good dinners courtesy of lisa, walked in pretty parks, hung out with richa and carl when they came up for a bit, and did numerous other fun things. i got hit on by a lesbian and had one very interesting night with 2 men in their thirties. overall great trip.
in other news i had a party at my house last night because my prnts were away. it wasnt a choice though i had to...i mean my parents were practically begging me to. our basement has the perfect set up for a party: a fridge, a ping pong table, and numerous couches.
anyway the party was fun. a decent amount of ppl showed up...some who will remain nameless couldnt make it though...i blame the thunderstorms. we played a few rounds of beruit. listened to some music. talked. you know...the usual. at the end it ended up that this guy dave was the only one left at my house. i thought it was weird that he hadnt left when everyone else had and at first i wasnt really sure what to make of it. but soon enough i learned the reason for this "coincidence" of us being the only two left. and just to let it be known the thought of him and i hooking up had never crossed my mind before last night because angela has always had a crush on him. so for once it wasnt my doing and i didnt even flirt with him.
ill skip the details but i hate when guys seem genuinely nice and then proceed to tell you that they have a girlfriend right after theyve just hooked up with you...it just ruins it. i was too drunk to care at the time, but now i feel a slight bit guilty about it...which is new for me. lisa says im maturing...its possible, but not likely.
its probably good that he has a gf anyway though because i have a crush on someone else. crushes are fun. i feel like i havent had one in awhile. well actually ive had this one for a decent amount of time, but i havent let myself think about it at all until recently. now that its on my mind i feel like whenever i see him im so obvious about it. i need to control myself man. its a complicated situation and i cant go giving myself away, although i would like to. i wish i had let myself think about it earlier though and then maybe i wouldnt have told him all the dirty details of my life. since he knows my ways i feel like hed think that getting involved with me would be a bad idea. id like the chance to prove otherwise though.
i havent smoked since ive been home and i only smoked 3 times in montreal. i feel like this bodes well for my attempt to quit for the summer.
in other news i had a party at my house last night because my prnts were away. it wasnt a choice though i had to...i mean my parents were practically begging me to. our basement has the perfect set up for a party: a fridge, a ping pong table, and numerous couches.
anyway the party was fun. a decent amount of ppl showed up...some who will remain nameless couldnt make it though...i blame the thunderstorms. we played a few rounds of beruit. listened to some music. talked. you know...the usual. at the end it ended up that this guy dave was the only one left at my house. i thought it was weird that he hadnt left when everyone else had and at first i wasnt really sure what to make of it. but soon enough i learned the reason for this "coincidence" of us being the only two left. and just to let it be known the thought of him and i hooking up had never crossed my mind before last night because angela has always had a crush on him. so for once it wasnt my doing and i didnt even flirt with him.
ill skip the details but i hate when guys seem genuinely nice and then proceed to tell you that they have a girlfriend right after theyve just hooked up with you...it just ruins it. i was too drunk to care at the time, but now i feel a slight bit guilty about it...which is new for me. lisa says im maturing...its possible, but not likely.
its probably good that he has a gf anyway though because i have a crush on someone else. crushes are fun. i feel like i havent had one in awhile. well actually ive had this one for a decent amount of time, but i havent let myself think about it at all until recently. now that its on my mind i feel like whenever i see him im so obvious about it. i need to control myself man. its a complicated situation and i cant go giving myself away, although i would like to. i wish i had let myself think about it earlier though and then maybe i wouldnt have told him all the dirty details of my life. since he knows my ways i feel like hed think that getting involved with me would be a bad idea. id like the chance to prove otherwise though.
i havent smoked since ive been home and i only smoked 3 times in montreal. i feel like this bodes well for my attempt to quit for the summer.