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I can't at this time forgive him. I will not be a doormat. That's not who I want to be and definitely not how I want to feel.
I have been having a lot of fun lately trying to block whats going on. Everything I have done has been a temporary fix it for sitting around crying.
Stephen is around again, and very supportive. He has been completely unbiased to the situation and a great friend. Even when we were cornered by Andrew.
In order to start things over from the beginning with a clear head i cut my self off from my family. I let them control what I do too much so I told them I was out. My feelings were well respected for once and they have given me my space which makes it a lot easier.
I move to Chapel Hill in 20 days to start my new amazing job where I'll make lot of money and have a ton of fun. I will be there for maybe 9 months before I move again to college! I'm applying to 2 schools in NY,1 in CO, 1 in Cali, and 2 in NC. Maybe 1 in GA depending on how the visit goes with Jill next month.
I look forward to starting my new life, with a new job and new house and new roommates. I will put all of this behind me.
I have been having a lot of fun lately trying to block whats going on. Everything I have done has been a temporary fix it for sitting around crying.
Stephen is around again, and very supportive. He has been completely unbiased to the situation and a great friend. Even when we were cornered by Andrew.
In order to start things over from the beginning with a clear head i cut my self off from my family. I let them control what I do too much so I told them I was out. My feelings were well respected for once and they have given me my space which makes it a lot easier.
I move to Chapel Hill in 20 days to start my new amazing job where I'll make lot of money and have a ton of fun. I will be there for maybe 9 months before I move again to college! I'm applying to 2 schools in NY,1 in CO, 1 in Cali, and 2 in NC. Maybe 1 in GA depending on how the visit goes with Jill next month.
I look forward to starting my new life, with a new job and new house and new roommates. I will put all of this behind me.