I Want to be Forever with You
And as soon we started the concert I realize something was wrong…really wrong, she wasn’t smiling like always and her movements seen slower than usual and the worse was that I couldn’t do anything because we were “on stage”.
Everything happened so fast one moment we were changing and then Sunny faint…
"Sunny!" I ran to your side as quickly I could and soon the girls follow me
"I’m fine…" you said really slowly trying to get up in that moment I felt like I was losing you, we help you to get up and then you said you could continue I looked at you concerned.
“I’ll take care of this girls don’t worry" manager oppa said I embrace you tightly and told you that everything will we alright you smile at me and then the rest of us had to continue with the concert.
The rest of the concert was rare…all of us felt like something was missing singing without you it really was uncomfortable all of us were really worry about you, at the beginning the fans didn’t realized it or maybe didn’t paid attention but as the minutes passed we could tell that some of the fans were worried and some were searching you and unfortunately we couldn’t said anything but the worst part was when your solo got cancelled fans went wild well not literally but you know what I mean, I felt so impotent that I couldn’t made anything I needed to see you I wanted to know if you were fine but we had to continue the concert with or without you.
Time pass and the concert came to the end I told everyone that you were on the hospital, the fans…they were sad and concern I think they really like us, suddenly you appeared on the stage you were with the same costume of the first songs and you didn’t look quite well then you started to cry and I felt my heart breaking soon enough the girls went to embrace you and give encouragement words from my part I decide to keep my distance I didn’t wanted to break in front of you after a moment you calmed down and told your apologies to the fans it was kind of emotional for all of us, carefully I went behind you and whispered “Take it easy Soonkyu we’re here for you” then I came back to my place like nothing had ever happened.
We sang a few more song and I couldn’t take it anymore I looked at you and the words just escape from my mouth.
“Thank you” I walked towards you and embrace you tightly I couldn’t help it but cry
When the concert finally ended Manager oppa said that he was going to take you to the hospital again because you needed some treatment I offered to go with you but Manager oppa told me that we needed to rest so I had no other choice that obey his orders and with the girls I headed to the hotel.
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I was in my room trying to get some sleep but without you here it was kind of impossible so I decide to wait until you arrive, after maybe 30 minutes someone knock at my door.
“Who is it?”
“It’s me Sunny” I went and opened the door you were standing there with some of your clothes
“Soonkyu…” I touch your face gently you looked so fragile but yet so beautiful
“I’m better now TaeTae” You told me looking straight at my eyes
“I’m glad” I told you never breaking the eye contact
“Come on let’s get inside” I didn’t want you to be sicker
“TaeTae can I stay the night here?” You asked me a little embarrassed
“You don’t have to ask that” I patted your head lightly you smiled at me warmly
“I’m going to change then”
“Alright I will be going to bed “
I was laying in my bed waiting for you, after a while you exited from the bathroom, you were wearing a loose t-shirt and a pair of shorts.
“You really need to wear more clothes” I told you playfully
“It’s not like everybody see me you know” you smile at me
“Come here” I told you
You got into the bed and cuddle against me I embrace you with one arm and you wrapped your arms around my waist it was one of the best feelings ever maybe because I knew that you were alright and the most important thing…that you were with me. We were in that position for a while until you cuddle even more against me then you lifted you head searching for my lips which I gladly gave you I wrapped my arms around you and kiss you back, the kiss was slow and sweet we parted for air and you kiss me again this time with more force, after a while I broke the kiss.
“Mmm” You made a pout and I laughed
“You’re not sick for this huh?” I asked
You looked at me and then turn around your back facing me it was kind of cute actually
“You know I’m joking Soonkyu” I embrace you from behind
“You’re not funny” you told me turning around to facing me
This time it was me who kiss you and I guess it toke you from surprise because you didn’t kiss back immediately, I wrapped my arms around your waist and you put yours around my neck and back after a while the kiss got heavier, I started to lower my hands to your hips and when I was about to go lower you stop me breaking the kiss abruptly.
“ByunTae” You said panting a little
“I’m sorry I could help it” You looked at me for a while and then we laughed
“I was really worry you know” I told you placing my forehead in your head
“I’m sorry…” you sounded guilty
“No, I’m sorry I should been with you I’m such a bad girlfriend”
“It’s not your fault, you couldn’t leave the concert besides I’m a lot better know so you don’t have to worry”
“I know…” I was caressing your arm where the IV drip was post you looked at me and once
again embrace me.
“I wish we could stay like this forever” You whispered
“Me too” I embrace you tightly and placed a soft peck on your forehead
“As long we’re together everything will be fine” I whispered closing my eyes
“You’re right…I love you TaeTae” You said giving me a sweet kiss
“I love you too Bunny”
“Goodnight TaeTae”
“Goodnight love”
Perhaps more difficult days are going to come not exactly now but maybe in the future and when those days come I want to be the one by your side because I know that no matter how hard things seems like together we can come through that.
Everything happened so fast one moment we were changing and then Sunny faint…
"Sunny!" I ran to your side as quickly I could and soon the girls follow me
"I’m fine…" you said really slowly trying to get up in that moment I felt like I was losing you, we help you to get up and then you said you could continue I looked at you concerned.
“I’ll take care of this girls don’t worry" manager oppa said I embrace you tightly and told you that everything will we alright you smile at me and then the rest of us had to continue with the concert.
The rest of the concert was rare…all of us felt like something was missing singing without you it really was uncomfortable all of us were really worry about you, at the beginning the fans didn’t realized it or maybe didn’t paid attention but as the minutes passed we could tell that some of the fans were worried and some were searching you and unfortunately we couldn’t said anything but the worst part was when your solo got cancelled fans went wild well not literally but you know what I mean, I felt so impotent that I couldn’t made anything I needed to see you I wanted to know if you were fine but we had to continue the concert with or without you.
Time pass and the concert came to the end I told everyone that you were on the hospital, the fans…they were sad and concern I think they really like us, suddenly you appeared on the stage you were with the same costume of the first songs and you didn’t look quite well then you started to cry and I felt my heart breaking soon enough the girls went to embrace you and give encouragement words from my part I decide to keep my distance I didn’t wanted to break in front of you after a moment you calmed down and told your apologies to the fans it was kind of emotional for all of us, carefully I went behind you and whispered “Take it easy Soonkyu we’re here for you” then I came back to my place like nothing had ever happened.
We sang a few more song and I couldn’t take it anymore I looked at you and the words just escape from my mouth.
“Thank you” I walked towards you and embrace you tightly I couldn’t help it but cry
When the concert finally ended Manager oppa said that he was going to take you to the hospital again because you needed some treatment I offered to go with you but Manager oppa told me that we needed to rest so I had no other choice that obey his orders and with the girls I headed to the hotel.
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I was in my room trying to get some sleep but without you here it was kind of impossible so I decide to wait until you arrive, after maybe 30 minutes someone knock at my door.
“Who is it?”
“It’s me Sunny” I went and opened the door you were standing there with some of your clothes
“Soonkyu…” I touch your face gently you looked so fragile but yet so beautiful
“I’m better now TaeTae” You told me looking straight at my eyes
“I’m glad” I told you never breaking the eye contact
“Come on let’s get inside” I didn’t want you to be sicker
“TaeTae can I stay the night here?” You asked me a little embarrassed
“You don’t have to ask that” I patted your head lightly you smiled at me warmly
“I’m going to change then”
“Alright I will be going to bed “
I was laying in my bed waiting for you, after a while you exited from the bathroom, you were wearing a loose t-shirt and a pair of shorts.
“You really need to wear more clothes” I told you playfully
“It’s not like everybody see me you know” you smile at me
“Come here” I told you
You got into the bed and cuddle against me I embrace you with one arm and you wrapped your arms around my waist it was one of the best feelings ever maybe because I knew that you were alright and the most important thing…that you were with me. We were in that position for a while until you cuddle even more against me then you lifted you head searching for my lips which I gladly gave you I wrapped my arms around you and kiss you back, the kiss was slow and sweet we parted for air and you kiss me again this time with more force, after a while I broke the kiss.
“Mmm” You made a pout and I laughed
“You’re not sick for this huh?” I asked
You looked at me and then turn around your back facing me it was kind of cute actually
“You know I’m joking Soonkyu” I embrace you from behind
“You’re not funny” you told me turning around to facing me
This time it was me who kiss you and I guess it toke you from surprise because you didn’t kiss back immediately, I wrapped my arms around your waist and you put yours around my neck and back after a while the kiss got heavier, I started to lower my hands to your hips and when I was about to go lower you stop me breaking the kiss abruptly.
“ByunTae” You said panting a little
“I’m sorry I could help it” You looked at me for a while and then we laughed
“I was really worry you know” I told you placing my forehead in your head
“I’m sorry…” you sounded guilty
“No, I’m sorry I should been with you I’m such a bad girlfriend”
“It’s not your fault, you couldn’t leave the concert besides I’m a lot better know so you don’t have to worry”
“I know…” I was caressing your arm where the IV drip was post you looked at me and once
again embrace me.
“I wish we could stay like this forever” You whispered
“Me too” I embrace you tightly and placed a soft peck on your forehead
“As long we’re together everything will be fine” I whispered closing my eyes
“You’re right…I love you TaeTae” You said giving me a sweet kiss
“I love you too Bunny”
“Goodnight TaeTae”
“Goodnight love”
Perhaps more difficult days are going to come not exactly now but maybe in the future and when those days come I want to be the one by your side because I know that no matter how hard things seems like together we can come through that.