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Im bored. Well I suppose that I have lots of stuff to do but really little motivation. Its hot upstairs so I am not too motivated to clean my craft room. I spent like 8 hours cleaning it a few weeks ago and then my mom brought all my stuff from home over here and now my room is a mess again. ERR.
I found out some good news but I am not allowed to share it...yet. :) (its not about me)
I am coming to Homecoming if anyone is interested that actually reads this and goes to eastern.
0000pmark is on his way home...maybe I can convice him to help me clean my room. :-P
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I am getting a little frustrated with the wedding stuff. No one seems to be excited besides me and my mom. Come on people this is a big deal! I just think it goes along with the general tone that Marriage isnt a serious or special thing anymore. Its got nothing to do with who you choose as a partner...but lacking any respect for the committment two people are making to each other. Maybe Its just because I feel like its right around the corner and I dont have anything else to think about... :-P
I'll be the first one in my family to get married...(immediate family anyway)....in a long time. I think i've only been to one family wedding in like the last 10 years. I am the first of my friends to be getting married (Eastern circle does not count...:-p). Maybe I am a pioneer? LOL. I dont know, its no one's fault really...I think I am just missing some girly companionship. Mark is my best friend, but alas, he is very much still a man. :-P
Mark's parent's lax attitude is NOT helping either.
Whatever. I honestly think that if we went away and eloped no one would think twice. But I always dreamed of a big beautiful wedding and dammit i want one! Is it selfish to want to be in the center of attention for just one day?
gah...anyway...im going to go cook dinner (aka...putting a frozen pizza in the oven). VERY difficult.
:)
Peace people
I found out some good news but I am not allowed to share it...yet. :) (its not about me)
I am coming to Homecoming if anyone is interested that actually reads this and goes to eastern.
0000pmark is on his way home...maybe I can convice him to help me clean my room. :-P
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I am getting a little frustrated with the wedding stuff. No one seems to be excited besides me and my mom. Come on people this is a big deal! I just think it goes along with the general tone that Marriage isnt a serious or special thing anymore. Its got nothing to do with who you choose as a partner...but lacking any respect for the committment two people are making to each other. Maybe Its just because I feel like its right around the corner and I dont have anything else to think about... :-P
I'll be the first one in my family to get married...(immediate family anyway)....in a long time. I think i've only been to one family wedding in like the last 10 years. I am the first of my friends to be getting married (Eastern circle does not count...:-p). Maybe I am a pioneer? LOL. I dont know, its no one's fault really...I think I am just missing some girly companionship. Mark is my best friend, but alas, he is very much still a man. :-P
Mark's parent's lax attitude is NOT helping either.
Whatever. I honestly think that if we went away and eloped no one would think twice. But I always dreamed of a big beautiful wedding and dammit i want one! Is it selfish to want to be in the center of attention for just one day?
gah...anyway...im going to go cook dinner (aka...putting a frozen pizza in the oven). VERY difficult.
:)
Peace people