A Moment of Panic

Apr 24, 2006 21:36

I stayed up late last night studying for my Abnormal Psychology test, which I scored the lowest on it that I have on any of them this entire semester. At least it was still a C. My average is still a B. It "would" have been better if I had studied more this afternoon instead of going out with Chris. I'm still having issues with the word should, and how it is said to be a negative stigma. That it's like a person is trying to punish themselves before any expectation of anything. I guess that just goes with the type of person I am, I mean, Momma always told me that I was always harder on myself than I should be, and now that Momma isn't around, Chris tells me the same thing.It's especially true when it comes to school and definately exams.

So I realized tonight that I should have, no, it would have been better if I had asked off from work this coming weekend. I have two of the longest shifts imaginable, of course they would finally give me hours, I actually have something that needs to be done. This sent me into quite a little panic. I realized I was having trouble catching my breath, and I didn't want to tell Chris I was freaking, cause I'm suppose to be doing better. So I took a slow deep breath, yada yada yada, and realized that, there was nothing I could do about work now, and that I'm just going to have to buckle down and get things done during the week.

To do List Before Finals
1. Finish the Abnormal Take Home
2. Study for the Cumulative Abnormal Final
3. Figure out what in the world is going on in Research Methods.
4. Read the last two chapters for Social Psychology before Thursday.
5. Start on the Theories final paper.

Ok so that doesn't look like too much, until you start reading that darn take home. Just breathe
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