Its All Lies...
I can't handle this shit! That is all I really have to say. I am angry for so many reasons. I found people who loved me and were okay and even liked the not so normal things about me... and know instead of dancing in the street or in the middle of the bar... I am standing next to some one who jeers at such behavior. I don't know what to do about this...
I really don't feel like going out of my way any more, even a little. I don't want this to be apart of my life... these feelings. I want to dance and to be free. I want to laugh and to send forth love into the world that is around me.
Some times I forget where I am... well okay I won't lie, I do it on purpose. Mostly when I am in traffic down town... I close my eyes while I am stopped. This is true, I turn my music up really loud. I sat at a green light today for a while and didn't hear the guy behind me honk because of this little fact. Oh sigh...
I am tired...
I really don't feel like going out of my way any more, even a little. I don't want this to be apart of my life... these feelings. I want to dance and to be free. I want to laugh and to send forth love into the world that is around me.
Some times I forget where I am... well okay I won't lie, I do it on purpose. Mostly when I am in traffic down town... I close my eyes while I am stopped. This is true, I turn my music up really loud. I sat at a green light today for a while and didn't hear the guy behind me honk because of this little fact. Oh sigh...
I am tired...