Jan 12, 2004 23:26
Okay I'll abmit it... I am drunk, and well I need to finish my applications. I have about four or five left and so not excited about any of these. And I am having a really hard time typing. I'll be right back I am going to make my self another drink, with what I am not quite sure.... okay I lied alittle I danced around in my kitchen to John Mayer also. I don't even really like grape juice, why am I drinking it???
I am feeling good inspite all the crap that has happened in my life the past few days. I think I should make lacee a card, I think I am going to do that tomorrow or maybe tonight if I have time. I am still drunk, just to let you know...
I want to move to a far away country also. And the place I really wanted to work wasn't even accepting applications, that just pissed me right off! I went to a museum and this old lady there must have thought I was a total idiot, LOL. I laughed after leaving the building. I can't really feel my face right now, and I am really okay with that... because I really just am not feeling much at all right now which is a good change, along with my fingers not having much sensation. I am done...