Oct 04, 2004 23:05
it seems only time will tell.
it's been three hours...and my mom hasn't spoken one word to me.
i guess we're in a fight? but no one else is here to talk to...so i dunno if she plans on becoming a recluse in the next two weeks while my dad and grandma are gone or if she's going to stop being a child and talk to me. oh well. more pressing things in life.
realllly been praying for the two guys from village. and my close friend's brother is in danger of his arm being amputated due to a staph infection. praying for him too.
i guess i've been putting off reality.
but after enough things build up on top of another...you still have this big pile.
it's funny how after all the options have been explored, every angle has been looked at, that it always comes back to Him.
my Solid Rock will never fail me.
in my desperate attempt to give myself encouragement in a time where the road less taken is not exactly easy, i must remember that:
I am here, on this earth, at this moment, breathing this breath, to make a difference. whoever said one person couldn't change the world is crazy. either that or i'm crazy cuz i'm gonna try.
conformity is failure. failure to be conscience, failure to speak, failure to act.
i don't want to be another camouflage soul.