nan demo
Why do some people like to start fights? somehow I find more than ever that life is like one gigantic mess, but I make it that way. Some part of me knows that I don't deserve that sort of happiness. I just feel compromised, but isn't a compromise just another word for expectation. Sometimes the world feels like a very alone place to be in, and other times I can be almost filled with joy. It's like playing ping pong-back and forth back and forth. I'm never satisfied-my expectations are too high and yet I cannot get away from them. I remember when this happened-but maybe I just need to step back and really see the big picture. Am I right or am I wrong to fight for my expectations whatever they might be.
-kelly
-kelly