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xanga sucks. and especially the fact that everybody and their grandma has a xanga site, i decided to make a new livejournal account. my older one had some not so nice stuff on it about people, and im going to try to change that. im not going to put something on here that i dont want people to read, because i KNOW people are going to read this. but on the other hand, if im going to do something or say something,and you have a problem with it, im going to do it anyway, and your just going to have a problem.
AnYwAyZ... school is alright. 100 in pe. 99 in journalism. 93 in biology and an 87 in geometry (<---wtf). Eoc's are going to be rolling around soon, not really looking forward to that. and i hate how the teachers are trying to cram everything into our little minds before hand, then expect us to do extravagent on the stupid test.
Cheerleading finally ended about 2 weeks ago. I miss the girls, and having an excuse to come home late during the week nights, and having those long talks with pattycakes while he walked me home. good times. but i dont miss the practices, because they down right sucked ass in the middle of the season. But i think i could get used to sitting with my friends in the stands, instead of being the one out there in the gchs uniform prancing around trying to get the few ppl in the stands to get excited and cheer for the football players.
Andy....andrew,andykins,andy-rew. wow. i have a lot to say. but quite frankly, its my business. I love that dude, im not afraid to say it. But what goes on between us is our business, not the whole soccer teams business. Those guys are good people, but when it comes to stuff that isnt really their business, they can be pretty blunt and harsh. Sorry if that offended anyone. The way i feel about andy is that cant sleep,cant think,cant eat kinda love. HE's always on my mind, and out of all the guys i've gone out with,talked to or had little flings with, theres just something about this one. All that stuff that happened with "she-beast man weasel", it just made things stronger between us. Even though i know she doesnt exactly think the world of me, i know if she was a good enough friend to andy, she'd be happy for him. and not lie to him. or me. The only fault in our close to PERFECT relationship is the future. Which i need to stop thinking about, but its going to happen. soccer season,drivers ed,babysitting full time like i did over the summer again, and for him- baseball and 3 jobs. Whatever happens...happens. but as for right now. i dont think i could be more happier. other than the fact that he had to work till 2 last night, we planned on seeing each other today, but he had to go to work again at 10 o clock in the friggin morning. all kinds of saddness right there. but im open minded, he has a truck payment and priorites. im just going to be the best girlfriend i can be and support whatever he does.
pj had a party last night. and one of my good guy friends is going out with one of my cheerleaders. and it was so random. they never talked about each other, never even talked TO each other.and now they are going out? I talked to him about it and he shares in my concern that his decision might not have been the best. I gave him my advice, hopefully things will work out for them. if he listened to what i said haha. I was in the same position with chris. Whom by the way, said he was sorry for the goofy face, and we both decided we will be friends, despite my immaturity at first with not even talking to him. go krupa. way to make things better.
i miss my old friends. i miss the inside jokes, the fact that i had known them since the 6th grade,the hockey games,the basketball games, the soccer games,hanging out at each others houses all the time, projects-because we found them as a lame excuse just to hang out with each other. I miss them so much. Melissa,Jessica,Audrey,Lina,Cattie,Cristina,Linda,and April. In a way, i wish i was going to terry sanford like i was going to. But at the same time, i've made a decision, probably one of the best ones i could ever make, and thats to go to grays creek. I love the people here, no question about that. but sometimes,i just second guess myself.
-CK