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We'll see how this works out.
Amy is leaving for camp. I know she's going to have an amazing time, and i'm very excited for her. I'm really going to miss her. She is honestly one of those true friends, that I don't know what I'd do without. Yea, its just a summer, but I tell her everything. I also hang out with her a lot, so its going to be wierd. I'm sad.
I never know what to think of you. Its wierd a part of me is like score, maybe I can be same old Gina, but another part of me realizes its not really ever going to be the same, a part of me still wants to reach for your hand, but i'm scared to. Its not like my feelings are that complicated, I just miss being close. There was a time I felt secure with you and safe. I just miss that feeling.
Maybe I just miss the feeling that you were always there, and things were more stable, and now its kind of just spur of the moment. I don't know, I wish I could count on things more, because recently I feel like I can't really count on anyone or anything.
Last night I layed under the stars with Ashley. We talked about a lot of stuff. She is so easy to talk to, and I really enjoy listening to her. We left imprints in the grass it was funny.
Court's neices are so cute. I miss you Court and your family.
I got to go to driver's ed.
Amy is leaving for camp. I know she's going to have an amazing time, and i'm very excited for her. I'm really going to miss her. She is honestly one of those true friends, that I don't know what I'd do without. Yea, its just a summer, but I tell her everything. I also hang out with her a lot, so its going to be wierd. I'm sad.
I never know what to think of you. Its wierd a part of me is like score, maybe I can be same old Gina, but another part of me realizes its not really ever going to be the same, a part of me still wants to reach for your hand, but i'm scared to. Its not like my feelings are that complicated, I just miss being close. There was a time I felt secure with you and safe. I just miss that feeling.
Maybe I just miss the feeling that you were always there, and things were more stable, and now its kind of just spur of the moment. I don't know, I wish I could count on things more, because recently I feel like I can't really count on anyone or anything.
Last night I layed under the stars with Ashley. We talked about a lot of stuff. She is so easy to talk to, and I really enjoy listening to her. We left imprints in the grass it was funny.
Court's neices are so cute. I miss you Court and your family.
I got to go to driver's ed.