2007** Up & ON!
2007
It's the new year!
My life at a new work place had flashed by, 3 mnths in the makin soon...
This new yr, i didnt make no resolutions since it just stresses me out. ( Or rather i got no aim in life)
Gonna try going Japan this yr...hopefully it comes true! haha...
The debate in my life now is on N..like the differing views from my gals..it tickles me sometimes..
I gotta admit..N is sweet...
Underqualified
Poor
not cute
Yet he is so....Nice to me....Things he does sometimes melt me down...
He waits by the TV to record the music i wanna hear ( Coz i forgotten how it goes)
He spends on me ( Not a lot, but given his financial status its quite a bit on his pockets)
He stock up his fridge with Meiji milk coz i love it.
He cooked for me.. This is power! can melt iron heart when u see someone putting his all to cook something for u..n he washes the dishes.
My head gotta rule...we all gotta be practical in life..i dun wanna suffer man.
Than there's something to strategize in office...C just broke off wit his gal again!!
He's someone who fits the bill what N lacks...if only they will merge...
I dunno if C is a jerk, he gives me wrong signals when he was attached....now since he's broken off...he's freakin enthusiastic in organizing outtings.
He probes into my preferences for guys & my activities..
Maybe thats just him..but it definitely gives off wrong messages to single ladies.
He tells me stuff like " I always like taller gals"...." I m happy on fridays coz u r nt so tall" ( I wear sneakers on fri)
I think i like C last mnth...when i know he's back wit his ex i was kinda upset coz i felt cheated..
Now...he's nothing to me more than a gd fren/office flirting partner.
But i guess its still my motto in life to " Ning ke sha chuo, bu ke fang guo!"
I m seriously touched by N.
He's never once tried to touch me or anything...
I can't bear to break his heart...but i cant bear to let go too....
Its a dilemmic situation.
I hope i survive....RULE BY THY HEAD..NOT BY HEART!!
It's the new year!
My life at a new work place had flashed by, 3 mnths in the makin soon...
This new yr, i didnt make no resolutions since it just stresses me out. ( Or rather i got no aim in life)
Gonna try going Japan this yr...hopefully it comes true! haha...
The debate in my life now is on N..like the differing views from my gals..it tickles me sometimes..
I gotta admit..N is sweet...
Underqualified
Poor
not cute
Yet he is so....Nice to me....Things he does sometimes melt me down...
He waits by the TV to record the music i wanna hear ( Coz i forgotten how it goes)
He spends on me ( Not a lot, but given his financial status its quite a bit on his pockets)
He stock up his fridge with Meiji milk coz i love it.
He cooked for me.. This is power! can melt iron heart when u see someone putting his all to cook something for u..n he washes the dishes.
My head gotta rule...we all gotta be practical in life..i dun wanna suffer man.
Than there's something to strategize in office...C just broke off wit his gal again!!
He's someone who fits the bill what N lacks...if only they will merge...
I dunno if C is a jerk, he gives me wrong signals when he was attached....now since he's broken off...he's freakin enthusiastic in organizing outtings.
He probes into my preferences for guys & my activities..
Maybe thats just him..but it definitely gives off wrong messages to single ladies.
He tells me stuff like " I always like taller gals"...." I m happy on fridays coz u r nt so tall" ( I wear sneakers on fri)
I think i like C last mnth...when i know he's back wit his ex i was kinda upset coz i felt cheated..
Now...he's nothing to me more than a gd fren/office flirting partner.
But i guess its still my motto in life to " Ning ke sha chuo, bu ke fang guo!"
I m seriously touched by N.
He's never once tried to touch me or anything...
I can't bear to break his heart...but i cant bear to let go too....
Its a dilemmic situation.
I hope i survive....RULE BY THY HEAD..NOT BY HEART!!