squeeee.
Okay, so all of the squee squad ladies have begun to start posting on here again, and I wanted to join the trend. I'm at work, and theres a lot on the mind.
I'm trying to burn the hell out of the last few minutes I'm at work. I went to the Student Health Center today because I've felt like shit for, I don't know, maybe the past 2 weeks? They gave me 3 different types of meds and an inhaler (FINALLY). The doctor judged me when I confessed to my occasional smoking. That teaches you to be honest. heh.
About the smoking, though... I am deciding to quit. I do enjoy it, and it calms me down a great deal when I'm stressed, but I know it's very weak to be dependent on something to help me out so much. I've started using it as a crutch, just as I have with other things. So I haven't bought them in over a week (although I'm not going to lie, I've bummed a few off David) and it feels kind of good to not have to do it anymore. Or at least to have miraculously cut down.
And about other things.... what to say, what to say. I want to be Avril Lavigne for Halloween. I don't know why, but it just seemed like something different to do. The "original" one, complete with white tank top and a loose tie. I can't wait to go to Rachel's Halloween party, though... I know it will be funnnn.
This semester has actually been the best one I've had so far. Living in Bryce Lawn is so much better than Tutwiler. Erin's a good roomie, and we always have strange visitors dropping in. That, or angry girls telling us that we're stomping at three o'clock in the mornin. whatever!! I cracked up when the dominoe's guy came last night around 11 at night, looked at me with a confused face, cocked his head, and said, "....Jawanna?" I just laughed. People amuse me.
I'm excited about the weekend being here. The doctor said if my symptoms persist, there's a chance I could have mono. Hopefully-fucking-not. But I plan on sleeping extensively.
Sorry if this entry was a bit cynical. It's been one of those days.
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