Hmmm... Heres some messages for some people..
To start- no one will probably understand this, dont try too hard, and if you think im depicting you, i most likely am
First to *heart*YOU*heart*- if it was a better friend you needed, you should have told me, and i would have done my best to prove how good of a friend you were to me and returned the favor - if it was a hug you needed, i would have squeezed you so hard you might have cried - if it was a person to talk to, you should have come to me, my ears would have been ready to listen - if it was love you needed, i would have told you straight up, i love you to death, more literally than any one could imagine * i say all this and then i think, i did all of it, but my own fear of getting heart broken again avoided me from making it as obvious as it should have been. and as i say all this i realize, you needed all of it, as do we all... forgive me i beg
Secondly to *crushed*YOU*crushed*- i cant believe you would sink so low as to lie in my face. to say the words and then prove that they werent real. to get what you want and then stop. i never believed a person on this world could be so inconsiderate, i never believed a person on this world could be out to seek and destroy, and then enjoy. i never thought i would get myself involved with a person like that, i never thought that someone would want to hurt me so much for doing nothing wrong. thank you jackass, you have changed so many of my feelings about people. thank you jackass. i hope that when you read this you are able to realize that i forgive you - as i do for all - but i dont want anything to do with you in my life... never do it again... to anyone
Thirdly to *happiness*YOU*happiness*- i told you so much, and each and every word was true. i planned with you. that plan was the plan that could have filled my life perfectly. the next day or two my plan ended - it ended in a way that cant get fixed. i told you how i felt about all of it. its so ironic that once i realized how i felt about it, i never had a chance to share it. its so ironic that what i want i really cant have. i pray that you understand this situation. i pray that you pray for that... most importantly its amazing that i got to plot with you. its amazing, because now i have that comforting thought about that one day, that one day when i still understood what love was... friendship is great, but ours is even more fantastic
Fourth to *comfort*YOU*comfort*- i have gained so much respect for you. if your thoughts on *that* are true. than i understand what its like. and i understand that not matter who says what, and no matter how much love people say they have for you. i understand that its about showing love, not saying. i understand the reasons, in your situation so vaguely, but i feel them right along with you. and i understand that inside you pray courage wont be gained of you. and i understand that. i understand, i am here at ANY moment when you start to process thoughts in your mind, and i kno i cant make it better, but i promise i will try... i love you
Fifth to *ununderstanding*YOU*ununderstanding*- i have so much hidden behind me, as i know you do. how come we label and not release? when i try so hard why must you bring me down. when i like it why do you tell me its wrong. why are you such a hypocrite? why cant you respect my desicions? why cant you try and understand? why is being me such a bad thing? i love you, but i hate the me you make me feel like. i dont understand if the friendship title for us is true on your end... understand love is key
***Happiness is a box, a box which anyone can open at any moment, but some people choose to conceal their knowledge of this box***
Dr. Fealgood is delightful.
to say a fake compliment is to insult
today is your last day on earth
i hate when people crack their kunckles
i woke up it was 7.. waited till 11.. great tune-okay band
what happens when you have a plan- a plan set- and its a great plan- but then you decide its not the plan you want anymore- what if its too late to change it- and then you are stuck, fufilling the plan you dont desire
First to *heart*YOU*heart*- if it was a better friend you needed, you should have told me, and i would have done my best to prove how good of a friend you were to me and returned the favor - if it was a hug you needed, i would have squeezed you so hard you might have cried - if it was a person to talk to, you should have come to me, my ears would have been ready to listen - if it was love you needed, i would have told you straight up, i love you to death, more literally than any one could imagine * i say all this and then i think, i did all of it, but my own fear of getting heart broken again avoided me from making it as obvious as it should have been. and as i say all this i realize, you needed all of it, as do we all... forgive me i beg
Secondly to *crushed*YOU*crushed*- i cant believe you would sink so low as to lie in my face. to say the words and then prove that they werent real. to get what you want and then stop. i never believed a person on this world could be so inconsiderate, i never believed a person on this world could be out to seek and destroy, and then enjoy. i never thought i would get myself involved with a person like that, i never thought that someone would want to hurt me so much for doing nothing wrong. thank you jackass, you have changed so many of my feelings about people. thank you jackass. i hope that when you read this you are able to realize that i forgive you - as i do for all - but i dont want anything to do with you in my life... never do it again... to anyone
Thirdly to *happiness*YOU*happiness*- i told you so much, and each and every word was true. i planned with you. that plan was the plan that could have filled my life perfectly. the next day or two my plan ended - it ended in a way that cant get fixed. i told you how i felt about all of it. its so ironic that once i realized how i felt about it, i never had a chance to share it. its so ironic that what i want i really cant have. i pray that you understand this situation. i pray that you pray for that... most importantly its amazing that i got to plot with you. its amazing, because now i have that comforting thought about that one day, that one day when i still understood what love was... friendship is great, but ours is even more fantastic
Fourth to *comfort*YOU*comfort*- i have gained so much respect for you. if your thoughts on *that* are true. than i understand what its like. and i understand that not matter who says what, and no matter how much love people say they have for you. i understand that its about showing love, not saying. i understand the reasons, in your situation so vaguely, but i feel them right along with you. and i understand that inside you pray courage wont be gained of you. and i understand that. i understand, i am here at ANY moment when you start to process thoughts in your mind, and i kno i cant make it better, but i promise i will try... i love you
Fifth to *ununderstanding*YOU*ununderstanding*- i have so much hidden behind me, as i know you do. how come we label and not release? when i try so hard why must you bring me down. when i like it why do you tell me its wrong. why are you such a hypocrite? why cant you respect my desicions? why cant you try and understand? why is being me such a bad thing? i love you, but i hate the me you make me feel like. i dont understand if the friendship title for us is true on your end... understand love is key
***Happiness is a box, a box which anyone can open at any moment, but some people choose to conceal their knowledge of this box***
Dr. Fealgood is delightful.
to say a fake compliment is to insult
today is your last day on earth
i hate when people crack their kunckles
i woke up it was 7.. waited till 11.. great tune-okay band
what happens when you have a plan- a plan set- and its a great plan- but then you decide its not the plan you want anymore- what if its too late to change it- and then you are stuck, fufilling the plan you dont desire