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the hypochondriac in me is pretty convinced that i have a brain tumor and that i'm going to drop down dead some day soon. nice, huh?
but for real, i've been kinda dizzy lately. it's a weird feeling. not dizzy, per se. i can't even really tell waht it is. but it kind of feels like i just had a beer after not really eating anything all day, you know? like, i don't feel drunk, but my head is a little fuzzy. it's weird. i hope it's not actually serious, lol.
If I remember correctly this all started around the time of my accident. So here's my theory, and this one is a little more optimisitc than me having a brain tumor, lol. My neck definitley hasn't been the same since the accident. I never used to crack any bones ever, not even my fingers. but now, I crack my neck ALL the time. All I have to do is turn my head to my right, then when i put it back up right it cracks. On top of that, I discovered something the other day. Behind my collar bone area (where most of my pain was from the whiplash) there's a rather large bump. I think it's a knot, but i don't really know, lol, cause i don't know what those feel like. It's hard, and it feels about the size of an egg. Anyway, obviously things are still tense and not very relaxed around that whole area. it goes from the collar bone and then up kind of the back of my neck into the base of my head. So basically I'm kind of hoping that the reason my head has been all weird is just because my muscles are tense.
Today when i was at work doing nothing I realized that it was more comfortable for me to look about 30 degrees to the right than it was to look straight ahead. Again, weird muscle things going on. So, time for soem STRETCHING!!!!!!
In other news, I had Indian for dinner tonight. My mouth and my tummy were SO HAPPY :)
but for real, i've been kinda dizzy lately. it's a weird feeling. not dizzy, per se. i can't even really tell waht it is. but it kind of feels like i just had a beer after not really eating anything all day, you know? like, i don't feel drunk, but my head is a little fuzzy. it's weird. i hope it's not actually serious, lol.
If I remember correctly this all started around the time of my accident. So here's my theory, and this one is a little more optimisitc than me having a brain tumor, lol. My neck definitley hasn't been the same since the accident. I never used to crack any bones ever, not even my fingers. but now, I crack my neck ALL the time. All I have to do is turn my head to my right, then when i put it back up right it cracks. On top of that, I discovered something the other day. Behind my collar bone area (where most of my pain was from the whiplash) there's a rather large bump. I think it's a knot, but i don't really know, lol, cause i don't know what those feel like. It's hard, and it feels about the size of an egg. Anyway, obviously things are still tense and not very relaxed around that whole area. it goes from the collar bone and then up kind of the back of my neck into the base of my head. So basically I'm kind of hoping that the reason my head has been all weird is just because my muscles are tense.
Today when i was at work doing nothing I realized that it was more comfortable for me to look about 30 degrees to the right than it was to look straight ahead. Again, weird muscle things going on. So, time for soem STRETCHING!!!!!!
In other news, I had Indian for dinner tonight. My mouth and my tummy were SO HAPPY :)