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[sunshinecyanide]

I get it, and I'm not surprised. Sad, but far from surprised. She's one of those people who hides behind a fake happy face, and for a while there I was almost wondering if it was fake at all. I should be more upset. I knew she was unstable under there, but I just accepted the facade even though I saw it for what it is, and I acted like it was real.

Bad things happen to people around me. They break down. Do I draw these people in, or is it the other way around?