Just me rambling. Sorry if you expected more, haha.
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It's just been a weird day for me. I miss my friends, a lot. I may drop by auditions to a few of my friends play, but I don't know. I'm just in that mood where I don't wanna get out of bed. Not because I'm comfortable, but because I just don't want to face anyone today. It's hard work sometimes being friendly when sometimes, you just feel like a real bear. Oh and another thing, why the hell does google keep saying my html codes are romanian, seriously, google?!?! Come on.
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Gosh darn my excessive use of smileys, but I can't help it! It's been a rough few days, weeks, maybe months? I don't know. It's just...one of those days. Usually I like to be chipper. You know, turn a bad into a good. It just seems like everything good...turns out bad. For example after a 7 years family feud, my lesser half of the family have found us, and while I'm not upset. My brother is. He can make any situation hell, therefore, I can't even say I'm happy those lying cheating, (add many expletives) relatives of mine are back. Because, then, it would seem like I'm betraying my true family. Sound complicated? It's not even the half of it. Trust me, the whole story is like a mobster scenario straight out of a 1930's classic film.
Other than that, I'm pretty damn happy. I think, haha. I'm never sure. Sometimes I just need to vent and in those moments where I have no one to call, which is kinda often actually, I prefer blogging. Because, surprisingly it's easier to type than speak most things. I'd rather type with inane smileys in between than stumble over my issues and have everyone worried. It always happens when I'm upset. I've been doomed with the fate of having every person I meet, be the most overprotective person when I'm involved in a situation, and most especially when I'm upset. No lie, no exaggeration.
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And finally, I damn well love Jay Brannan and wheter his songs are happy or sad, I enjoy them. So take a peek with this link. Some of his songs make me think of how they could relate to Justin Taylor...oh by the way Jay Brannan's lyrics can get to be a tad explicit, but now that you've been warned, it's all good.
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I still don't know how to make my links pretty, >.<, but I'm trying! One day I'll get the hang of it.