I think Ely should rename her journal "Transition: From good girl to 'WHOA, easy girl' Has anyone else noticed that recently, all she talks about is guys
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I like how you guys talk about me openly about this. Like I can't read this. *sighs* Indecisive. Indecisive about what? Who to pursue? There's nothing wrong with that. It's not like I'm contemplating having sex, which I am not. I already know who I like. Idk if he likes me back. I know I've confused and upset you for always shifting from one to the next, but this time I can ASSERT that it's only him. I really really feel passionately about him.
GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want him so bad.
I think my issue is if I have the confidence and strength to pursue him and possibly face rejection. But if you had known me longer, you know I have taken great strides to talk to people. If you'd known me two years ago, I'd prolly be a Chris Majsak equivalent. ALOOF. I used to be extremely quiet and timid. My confidence has grown. I know the indecisivness is an issue, but that coincides with my own insecurities about myself. But I know I have friends with me that can help me get passed them. So don't worry about me anymore. If I was a possible drug addict then fine. BUT I'M NOT. Yet thank you for the concern everyone.
You know what amuses me? How you write each comment as if it was a letter, using impeccable spelling, punctuation, and grammar. (Correct comma placement???) Betty Boop would be pleased, and no, I have no sort of romantic feelings whatsoever towards the 'Betty Boop kid'. And yes, I do realize that from the time I've known you, your confidence has increased but your self esteem, or at least your verbal assesment of it, has plummeted. It doesn't matter how much your friends reassure you- you need to have faith in yourself. Did you ever stop to consider that if you feel so passionately about him and you two DO end up together you might 'contemplate having sex' sooner than you think??? So maybe it IS best if you hold off for a while regardless of your feelings, mutual or not.
Good points Christine. But I'm viewing this realistically. Don't worry, he's not on my priorities list right now. I'm still gonna try to be friends, but if it doesn't work out, I'm not gonna go into a huge lamentation. Have faith in myself eh? That's a constant battle I struggle with everyday. I know how I think. I know my problems. I plan to have one of these spiritual journeys, when you find yourself. Maybe I"ll go on a quest and leave Michigan. Maybe I'll finally grow up and learn who I really am and what I really want to do. I seriously have contemplated this. Hmm...If I get a scholarship, I'd go out of state. Don't worry, I'd come back. Promise
*sighs*
Indecisive. Indecisive about what? Who to pursue? There's nothing wrong with that. It's not like I'm contemplating having sex, which I am not. I already know who I like. Idk if he likes me back. I know I've confused and upset you for always shifting from one to the next, but this time I can ASSERT that it's only him. I really really feel passionately about him.
GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want him so bad.
I think my issue is if I have the confidence and strength to pursue him and possibly face rejection. But if you had known me longer, you know I have taken great strides to talk to people. If you'd known me two years ago, I'd prolly be a Chris Majsak equivalent. ALOOF. I used to be extremely quiet and timid. My confidence has grown. I know the indecisivness is an issue, but that coincides with my own insecurities about myself. But I know I have friends with me that can help me get passed them. So don't worry about me anymore. If I was a possible drug addict then fine. BUT I'M NOT. Yet thank you for the concern everyone.
LYL BYE <3 <3
Eleanore
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She wants me to stay in Michigan- Like University of Michigan. No thanks...unless I got a scholarship or something.
You better come back!!!
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