things are so different, yet the same
i think my outlook on things have been changing.
its been getting easier for me to get stressed out.
ppl simply not understand what im saying has ended in tears.
i think im on an emotional edge.
a place i remember clearly, wishing i could seperate fact from fiction.
but the anxiety is getting to me.
with everyday im falling in love with myself and with the friends i keep around me.
realizing more and more that i am a people person. that i am worth something.
but the lack of activities in my life have gotten me confused.
i need a job, i need to call dee.
i have too much time on my hand.
and im really over sleeping alone.
im thinking of going and seeing a psychiatrist, i've been against it for so long, that i dont need a pill to make me normal.
but i question everything constantly and overthink everything.
its about time to calm down. and realize im no better then anyone else, and maybe i do need a pill to make myself less of a worry wart.
c'mon babies reassure me.
im going to be fine.
its been getting easier for me to get stressed out.
ppl simply not understand what im saying has ended in tears.
i think im on an emotional edge.
a place i remember clearly, wishing i could seperate fact from fiction.
but the anxiety is getting to me.
with everyday im falling in love with myself and with the friends i keep around me.
realizing more and more that i am a people person. that i am worth something.
but the lack of activities in my life have gotten me confused.
i need a job, i need to call dee.
i have too much time on my hand.
and im really over sleeping alone.
im thinking of going and seeing a psychiatrist, i've been against it for so long, that i dont need a pill to make me normal.
but i question everything constantly and overthink everything.
its about time to calm down. and realize im no better then anyone else, and maybe i do need a pill to make myself less of a worry wart.
c'mon babies reassure me.
im going to be fine.