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So, to add to the devastatingness of The Madi's-going-to-college Saga, I get a letter today from UCF saying I need to send them $100 ASAP so I can get priority housing.
My problem is this: I want to go to UF. I sent them my priority housing thing already (which has nothing to do with anything, really.) UCF is my second choice, and if I, god forbid, don't get into UF, I'm going to UCF and will have to live there. But I don't want to waste $100 sending a down payment on somewhere I don't want to go if I can go someplace better. And I feel like a whore saying that.
In other news, my stomach has been bizarrely upset since yesterday, as in, I can eat things, but my stomach aches when I'm not actively full. Any stomach ache where I can eat pop tarts is one I like, but after eating the pop tarts, ugh. And then just now the only thing that sounded palatable, (because it's worse if I don't eat) was a bowl of vanilla ice cream, so I ate it. And now I'm waiting. I can't feel sick tomorrow, it's the IB picnic!
Also, Tata stopped by to give me this little doodad from Disney she got me that plays "Once Upon a Dream," because she knows my favorite Disney film is Sleeping Beauty. Aww.
I am so bored.
My problem is this: I want to go to UF. I sent them my priority housing thing already (which has nothing to do with anything, really.) UCF is my second choice, and if I, god forbid, don't get into UF, I'm going to UCF and will have to live there. But I don't want to waste $100 sending a down payment on somewhere I don't want to go if I can go someplace better. And I feel like a whore saying that.
In other news, my stomach has been bizarrely upset since yesterday, as in, I can eat things, but my stomach aches when I'm not actively full. Any stomach ache where I can eat pop tarts is one I like, but after eating the pop tarts, ugh. And then just now the only thing that sounded palatable, (because it's worse if I don't eat) was a bowl of vanilla ice cream, so I ate it. And now I'm waiting. I can't feel sick tomorrow, it's the IB picnic!
Also, Tata stopped by to give me this little doodad from Disney she got me that plays "Once Upon a Dream," because she knows my favorite Disney film is Sleeping Beauty. Aww.
I am so bored.