"christmas bells are ringing, somewhere else, not here"
have i mentioned that i am completely obsessed with RENT? lol
its true.
im so exhausted. mentally, physically emotionally. allow me to explain:
mentally- i hate school. it so boring and repetitious, i just want to die. sitting through these classes and all except maybe two are completely pointless and useless. i brain simply cannot retain any more information.
physically- i am running ragged here. this musical review, even though everything sounds amazing and i love every one in it and overall, im extremely happy with everything, its a very tiring and demanding process. i dont think people full undersand or comprehend just how much work whitney emily and myself are actually doing. there is a lot involved in this and people take that for granted, which pisses me off more than anything. there would be no revue without us.
emotionally- where do i even begin? life is tough. and i guess i just have to learn to live with being unhappy. not to be all mopey dopey, but quite honestly, im sick of all this bullshit i have endured and i dont want any more of it. but whatever. life goes on. i think thats a good thing?
all in all, im more than ready for this school year to be over.
your smile reminded me of...
damnit, i got it bad =(
-le sigh-
i miss natalie.
im seeing her on sunday.
=) perk.
i learned how to play poker today, i need practice, a lot of practice, but its schwang.
i need like, a spa night or something.
no
i need a girly night with my sweeties.
no
i need a...
i wont even say it.
SHHH MERYL SSHHHHHHH!!!!
i <3 phantom of the opera as well.
will you light my candle..........
its true.
im so exhausted. mentally, physically emotionally. allow me to explain:
mentally- i hate school. it so boring and repetitious, i just want to die. sitting through these classes and all except maybe two are completely pointless and useless. i brain simply cannot retain any more information.
physically- i am running ragged here. this musical review, even though everything sounds amazing and i love every one in it and overall, im extremely happy with everything, its a very tiring and demanding process. i dont think people full undersand or comprehend just how much work whitney emily and myself are actually doing. there is a lot involved in this and people take that for granted, which pisses me off more than anything. there would be no revue without us.
emotionally- where do i even begin? life is tough. and i guess i just have to learn to live with being unhappy. not to be all mopey dopey, but quite honestly, im sick of all this bullshit i have endured and i dont want any more of it. but whatever. life goes on. i think thats a good thing?
all in all, im more than ready for this school year to be over.
your smile reminded me of...
damnit, i got it bad =(
-le sigh-
i miss natalie.
im seeing her on sunday.
=) perk.
i learned how to play poker today, i need practice, a lot of practice, but its schwang.
i need like, a spa night or something.
no
i need a girly night with my sweeties.
no
i need a...
i wont even say it.
SHHH MERYL SSHHHHHHH!!!!
i <3 phantom of the opera as well.
will you light my candle..........